chocolate-icecream

hi!actually i'm now speechless.with my mum in front plus her monster face :( there's nothing we can do if she'd turn red like this.just hope she can calm down like i'm trying to.pretty shits today.find out someone's deleting me.hahaha.it's so pathetic while someone who once close to us now  totally delete us.stop,crybaby!i was quite shock when i got it.hmm~
my sister should be the heroine today.drop me to fountain and got me a chocolate icecream!chocolate + ice cream~it's da best moodbooster!:D heard that chocolate actually can relieve stress and it really does,hehe



this should be posted 2 days ago.but something's up so i just have time to post it today :b
feel sorry to my sister.bcs of those icecream,we got trouble because we arrived home too late,she was scolded by my mum and nearly can't go to her community anymore.thanks God,she is now save ^ ^

here is some shots taken that day

so cuteee~

eventhough problems still messes around,i believe it will get better tomorrow :) byee

i admit

today is really bitch day.but it's okay.i'm fine enough to not suicide..here is how it went.i went to school for some matters.i thought i would be fine in the beginning.strike one,he entered.strike two,saw his incredible heartless laugh.he laugh and doing everything like never ever happened before.damn!calm,i'm still fine.but like a movie,all the memories burst out in my mind.hmm~honestly it's really hard when you have to keep enduring your true feelings.every cells in my mind like shouting "hold on!you have to keep smiling!!give your best!i'm strong!i don't need it,i don't miss him at all,i wish nothing,nothing gonna happen even you show your pain"

i admit

soon when i got my bed,i cried like i never did.i know it's stupid.but i just can't hold it anymore.it hits me to have this kind of matter.dying when nobody cares.i don't even know how long this nightmare will resume.