No Butterflies

When we talk about love,we talk about butterflies.

The tiny lil things flatter..

make your heart beats faster..

make simple small thing become wonderful..

even only a goodnight note..

things that make you smile without even realize it...

i don't know if it's only my silly thoughts,but why adults has none of it?is it bcs they're old?or bcs they think of others instead of un-logical theory of butterflies in stomach?whatever it is.it's not fun..having those butterflies will make the love become more essential,more awesome than anything...then why no butterflies?are they all flew away bcs i'm transforming to an adult?to somebody who's more ambitious than a naive lil girl?to someone colder who started to spend every single minute dreaming to be success?i don't know if it's true..

however,i really want those butterflies,like every girl in the world..is it wrong?did i just throw myself to deeper mistake?ottoke~

Life is a show and you are the actor..
Do what you want because you are the one who owns your life not others

I feel like so ughh nowadays.This flu is killing me.The worst phase is when you get flu and sickening.Eyes and head become so heavy :(
Can't be 100 is so stressing,you know
I need a vacation,i want something new i guess.some moodboosters,yeah

We got party last sunday.Advance gathering with seniors.it was quite fun except the burning temperature and this sucks flu..
I was called to the stage,and asked to give my opinion bout life's a show and we re the actor.i didn't qualified for the time..i really don't know what to say and ughh
Just,wish i can get well soon

Taken few pictures which some says doesn't look like me and they prefer this bang,whattaya think?^^