human

ohayo^^
here i am,sitting in a comfie sofa,enjoying the sunshines on sunday morning,everything sounds so nice but actually,it isn't.i'm thinking of sooooo many stuffs lately,i think 'thinker' has been on my blood haha
as you know,i'm jobless for approximately 16 days until today,it give me such a headache to stay at home and doing nothing with no money.i hv no idea how to manage all my expenses this way :( i wonder why i'm so concerned about this when others are having fun.somehow i thought i've lost my youth,omo..i woke up with headache and slightly have insomnia these several days.when somebody hv too much in their head,it's normal if they can't sleep.well,the problem is,i've to think of the bazaar which is gonna held one week more.i'm busy thinking about the menu,the vouchers,design and many others.well,i'm not saying that i don't wanna do it,i'm happy since i don't hv choice of doing other thing.but,too much in a row?please...it cause anxiety inside me.i think i hv to let go.but if i let go,no one cares of these stuffs,haihh
i just hope this pass faster so that i don't be so anxious and nervous like this...

ah,and about the title,human are just predictable sometimes,i'm referring this to one group,when i make decisions which they don't like,i was scolded,they said it as if i made terrible things.but when it comes to the things they don't wanna care,none of them even care of the decisions i made,haahh...tired.

ps : i'm called to 2 banks which i applied,but none of them give good response till now,erhhhhh

a peace mind

honestly,i'm not sure what i wanna say this time,cause lately i've just passed a very hard time regarding my relationship.things are just so funny when both people are loving each other,but however they make it,there's no way they can understand about each other.understand what our couple wants and needs,isn't it the most basic ingredients of love?when the two can't tolerate each other anymore,it shouldn't be forced,should it?

but well,that's why poeple said love is blind,don't care how much differences or fights,as long as there's still a feeling,they could carry on.i sorta believe of that.

my minds are tired,everything on me is just so heavy.until the point of i wanna shout out and just sleep for the whole time.

but then,it doesn't give me any sollutions,so i decided to make peace of it.make peace of whatever is surrounding me,make peace of what bothers me,make peace of myself.it's so very very hard tough jobs for me to make peace.you know me,i'm like have tons of thoughts in my mind,it's like giant trash can.but someone said i should be a trash can without the down side,so it's blank.i hope i can be.i'll learn to...

A happy me

Hello buddyyyyyyy
Have miss ya so much!
Blame all the things,flat ones,no lives here as usual..booo
Well,life goes on,yes it must but,you know,there is no any big fun indeed
But bites?coursee
Though there are so many confusing,mind-stressing problems have to be shot,like my lecturer said kyaha!
Wonder why i'm so fussy tonight that i can blubber here?
Say yes to class skipping!yeah
I skip mandarin today..it's not that i'm lazy,nyehe
But my bus left me,though it was my fault,huaha,indeed i also am so lazy to face ppl after yeah,many thoughts
So,i decided to give myself a break
But then,i remember i shd finish my project that is making speech
Ohgoshh
Peaceeee,come to meeeee ~

Well?it was sunday and my narcism needs place
So,pardon :b

I tried to make it not so many xoxo