proudie

anyway,i haven't show off in the last post,now let's see what we got here...

i hate my bangs!!screw it

i've never won any competition before,all i have's just bundle of participation certificate,i thought this one would be the same,but...yeah maybe because this one is too lil competitior?well,congrats to me then :b
another few days i'd go to ajahn's talkshow,i'm sure this one will be great!can't wait for it :D

day of disappointment vs cny eve

today,everyone knows it's a CNY eve.and it means tomorrow we're gonna celebrate spring season,in my homehometown,chinese new year equals to the coming spring season,which is why it's called "chun jie"(spring season) in mandarin.and it's been tradition for chinese people to gather with their families to have a big feast and so on.

well,i'm not here to report and explain about that though...i'm just gonna..erhh..you know,complaining like usual.idk,last night i've just listened to Ajahn bout making peace with things,but look at me now!a failed date,a fussy mum and a jobless news,what a great start of the year?i kinda outta mind these days.i'm currently designing my future(start thinking bout it makes my head even more blur),i mean,i'm 20 now,i'm not supposed to be mum's baby anymore,am i?though all this time i don't feel like it,i'm mature enough,haha

but,thinking could be so hard until it become burden for me,i guess that's why my cute lil hair won't show themselves,cause i'm too busy in making my brain burning..well..well..

back to the CNY eve,we shd've be eating dinner happily,but see,it never happens here,in my house.all of us just busy doing our stuffs and listening to mum shouting as if we're drowning and she couldn't help except for shouting.haihh..daily life...

this doodles credit to one of Chuckle Land's member

ps :i'm wondering if there's anyone who's faithfully peep out all my posts?secret admirer?haha,that'd be great if there is,because it's like somebody looking through what i think,what i've gone though and what i wish,without me knowing of course :b

dear someone out there...

maybe for others we are weird,unacceptable,doen't click together,or whatever,but what should i do?i have found the butterflies~shy,even it's only a lil bit,but well,those months you spend for me,yes,it does make me change my heart.well,i'm not a person who oversaying things,but now i admit,here,i have change my heart.at the first time,i also one of the person who think we doesn't match together,and wickedly worry about what others will say about us,but your kindness,care and patience has changed my mind :D and i've learned that listening to person will only make more problems for you,and it also proved that those person whom i listen to,i believe and i respect,turns out only sees my outcase and they only can complain everything about me,i can't be myself in front of them(read prev post)however,at least you have knew my weaknesses yet still accept me,although i can't do the same for ya :( but,maybe as time goes,we can change again?if so,i hope it's better,however,thanks,there...

hey people :D
whatsup?we got a tasty creamy post to be updated today!
like usual,i was trying some recipes with uri chingu,della and irena,for addition ~psst!
wellwellwell~it is always fun to be busy on something new,isn't it?
so,let the shoots talk!hihi^^

First trial~ Homemade Chicken Katsu Curry Rice
this was the complicated one,we spent about two ours and starved ourselves before the yummy bites.
and this is the result ><

took it as bento in the morning after

okay~that's not all,tell ya a secret,actually it tastes so salty because someone fell like 2 soupspoons of salt into the kare,omooo!and i was like . . . ohmyGod!!!we all shouts so panicly and it was chaos right there (come to think of it,it was really funny!hahaha)so,we ttried everything to save the pity kare.i swear when the first time i taste it,it's perfect already.ohgodwhy~
at last,we tend to add more water,sugar,water,sugar again and again then it turns out the kare become twice much than the first time x.X
that doesn't solve much,but,the salty taste reduce,hiuhh
and we gotta make another one next time since we still got the ingredients,of course this time,won't let any salt interrupt,for sure!nyahaha

behind the scene!excuse my oily face and weird pose,lol

chef ir is showing her skill ;B

well,you may ignore us

actually i thought this won't succeed since we didn't find anything like "japanese curry roux"
moreover,i don't even know what's the meaning of roux till now,hahaha
but,see what happened B)
even though it still a lil bit salty,but it's tasty!can't wait for another trial







Second trial~Spaghetti Agli O Lio
I ate this days before when I'm at toastmasters meeting before,so i kinda know what's the shape of real agli o lio,and that means i can compare with my own agli o lio...and..okay,it's pretty much the same,but i'm lacking on some ingredients like chicken,and black pepper and also "paprika" and maybe mushrooms?but don't worry i replace those all with what are on my fridge like carrots and corns.
So,Proudly present,this is my Agli O Lio xD

della's

mine,fufu ><

goodbye for now ^^
ahyes,
i'm now hesitating about my work.
it's not working out.
i'm thinking of resigning now and move to other place i'm bored of being blamed while i'm not wrong and also seeing my mum treated that way
i wish i could make more money so mum need not to work anymore
my aunt could be very mad at me as she's already given so manyon putting hope on my shoulders,ottoke~

A happy me

Hello buddyyyyyyy
Have miss ya so much!
Blame all the things,flat ones,no lives here as usual..booo
Well,life goes on,yes it must but,you know,there is no any big fun indeed
But bites?coursee
Though there are so many confusing,mind-stressing problems have to be shot,like my lecturer said kyaha!
Wonder why i'm so fussy tonight that i can blubber here?
Say yes to class skipping!yeah
I skip mandarin today..it's not that i'm lazy,nyehe
But my bus left me,though it was my fault,huaha,indeed i also am so lazy to face ppl after yeah,many thoughts
So,i decided to give myself a break
But then,i remember i shd finish my project that is making speech
Ohgoshh
Peaceeee,come to meeeee ~

Well?it was sunday and my narcism needs place
So,pardon :b

I tried to make it not so many xoxo

I love you,Mum

Mine is better than yours
What crossed your mind when you listened to this statement?Agree?Disagree?
well,this statement is asked at the tts session last night.
for me,the answer is of course,yes.why?
because it's true that i feel mine is better than anybody else'(though sometimes i also grumbled and so on).mine is better because,i feel grateful for everything i have until now
lets list up the things i grateful for:

• life
• mum <3
•  someones i can trust
• music
• pretty things
• my past,the one who give me the best lesson

errh,i haven't thought of more,i'll list it up again later ^^
btw,i wanna share a bit bout mum.lately,she's been so much much better to me than in the past.until me myself kinda not believe.lol..
i skipped college today,excuse me ;b,because i got helly stomachache and i saw it,mum's rushing a bit when she brought me home.she bought me outfits even i don't order it,she made/renew my wardrobe,she even planned to decorate my room,she didn't get mad when i hang out with my friends,while my sisters' being scolded.owow..
tell you one thing,because i worked with her everyday,now i know something.mum is the real super hero,i was replacing her several days when she absent.and guess what,i think everybody else could be stress and can't bare it if they are in my mum's position,even me.too many things to be taken care of and she must make sure evrything is alright and when she arrived home,she still,have to do things.i'm a bit worry that she'd be beaten off,moreover she often feel insom these days.thinking bout those making me more stressed.haihh
i just hope the best for her,pray and let god do the rest o:)

right,gonna continue my "son of neptune" first
oyasumi~

Girls Day Out

Second post tonight #rare
I'm just reporting as usual to you
Today i hang out with two lovely friends and have so much fun and here's our schedule
☆ shopping till drop,we entered so many stores look around and go,goodjob!
☆eat eat,pasarame is one of the best place to eat,cheap yet so delicious
☆pasting the ketchup to chynthia's face as her bday surprise..happy bday,pretty!well,we all got pasted actually
It's so funny we were playing around,lol
One more thing,it"s all syl's plan..she shd've be aware of everyone's revenge since she's the provocator for every surprises hoho
Anyway,i didn't spend too much today.guess what,i planned a trip to Bali with syl hahaha
And we are struggling not to buy anything and save our money T_T
Bless us ♡♡♡♡

Happy Birthday

Seangil chukae chukae chukae *dancing
I hope this tradition will keep us solid
Love you guys ^^

Peaceful night

Happy friday-rainy night☆
It's been so long from the last post hihi don't ya miss me?
It's not bcs i'm busy or what though,just like the last post,i don't feel like talking,writing or anything else,lack of passion?dunno..life just flows like how it should be with many ups and downs
However,everything will be okay ♡
Now things hv gotten better i guess..
I'm happy and blessed to have a life like mine,to have persons who love me and care and still can laugh and cry at the moments,so...
Thankyou God

Btw,recently my class got a new custom which is buying cakes and having a mini celebration for the members who is hving bday,today is the forth time!and it is our bunda,abuen aka rudy aka lee minho,lol
we were having so much fun
Awaww
Pictures will be up soon,stay tune^^

Happy happy Birthday,myself

HI!
Happy sat night everyone:b
a lit cloudy over here..since "something"just happened unexpectedly.okay,i'm not in mood share the incudent here,again!i'm tired and...oops,okay,stop
Now lets talk bout the  hot topic today ^^

30th march 2012 i had a very special one,so special that i thought i might make this year's bday becine a dooms day.but guess what!i'll tell you  one by one..

firstly,mum Arranged a party for me.A family gathering,not everyone came but it's d very nice one.can you imagine even my mum invited my friend secretly!Haha
it was Surprising enough,but...

i invited syl,she said she can't attend.and in the end she came out and made me surprise♥it's so lovely for having a crazy bestie like herr..haha

i also get cake surprise from my class.They bought the cake,sing,and took pictures ^^ i love you guys♥

and it turned to a good day
Thank You