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happy weekend
how unbelievable that i actually had worked for 5 days^^well,guess one and ha half motnh is enough for unemployed status.i have currently work in a tour and travel agent in ticketing dept,if i may say the job is easy,too easy,till i got so many rest time in between my worrk.i was wondering if it's bcs just the beginning.well,i hope so,bcs i'll be too bored if i'm just sit there for 12 hours a day.maybe i can find another side job?hmm..to be honest,i need extra income right now :( then,after 4 days waiting,finally today my boss allow me to handle the customers,i sold 11 tickets today,i think it's too good for a beginning,but okay,i wish for more....
just that for today
night

GOOD AND BAD

everything happened for a reason,either good or bad~
now,where shd i start to blubber?:b
alright,good things first
the good thing is,i finally got a time to write here,for i've been busy last week,especially the rough Saturday!#gocheckbelow,lol
another good thing,that new chat friend i mentioned before,we are back to normal.yippie!!hahaha
i know i'll find someone who truly knows me.not someone who just keep demanding attention,giving me more stress and adding no value to my life.so,congratulations,myself #hug
andddddd.....another new friend,a senior,who's kind and caring huahahahaha..idk,i'm just kinda happy i got something to be proud of in front of syl :DD (doesn't mean i use him,okay?lol)

nah now the bad ones...
firstly,i'm dying an hour ago and guess who's the reason!N,lecturer.he talks until 7.30 and dismiessed the class.omg,doesn't he think that we have session 2 and supposed to have our precious dinner at 7?and bcs of that,i have to bare my hunger and stomach ache until 9.it's seriously not easy to do.and the result,i got teared off right after i arrived home.hiuhhh
Saturday,where we supposed to enjoy our weekend,the only day we have no lessons,and it turns out doing assignment till 2 in the midnight ._. gosh,it's not funny at all being announced a day(exactly 12 hours) before the deadline,arrhh this semester 2 has no fun at all :'((
ummmm...i supposed to have more good things,but,i just can't accept those humans who is irresponsible for their own selves.don't they feel ashame causing one having all their matter cleared? you are 18,not a 3-year-old kid anymore.please...

alright,just that
gnight <3

heiiheiiheii

heyya there.how's life going?pretty sad here.know why?me and my mum just had a little discussion about "relationship" .don't ask me how it goes.bad,very bad.my mum doesn't allow me to have realtionship with him.she said about how creepy is that to have a relationship at my age and something like that.hmm.she born me when she was about20 and now she caged me like this.so hypocrite.hate it!i just wonder what could we do if we only meet once a year,huh?damn!

i really hope my mum can understand.

confession

annyeong!:D

had written 5 days ago,but yeaa...

today i'm going to write about confession

it's about my friends

sometimes i felt they are far from me

how to say..hmm,just like they are from other zone

really different with the normal us

i think there's no more us here,just them

clear,we never do things together if i don't ask about their plans

may be i am just too sensitive,haha

wish for it,damn wish we can get back to normal

oh,i've ever thought about what's my fault

but still don't have any idea

and sorry for the recent galau post!:D

honestly,today i had something that makes me so happy

guess what,i met him i met him i met him

LOL

it's funny we love each other but just met today

omooo,he's definitely different with my imagination

skinny,smile much,a lil cute but there's something less from him

haha

and also simple,sin ca simple

later on,there will be more description about him

just pray my mummy allow me to date him

aihh

that's all today

thank you for reading (:

saranghae

okay..you win

firstly,i really feels sorry have to spill the annoying things,again,here
but,whatever,i need it now
as i've posted yesterday,i felt good,yeaa,yesterday
now i'm feeling lonely again,just sitting all day,and thinking of someone i wanna forget,so hell!
i just can't understand why i can have those feelings even he isn't my 'someone' anymore
hate it ! hate it!
forgetting him this time is much more harder than the previous
hmm,,hmmm
is he thinking of me now?guess no
hahaha



so much for today,bye

daily chat

actually i have no idea what to write
i'll just spread what's on my mind now..these days exactly hha
did you ever feel 'unfree' to say your true comments?your true idea about some1 or something?
yap,i did
sometimes i feel that i can't be myself if i don't say it,but if i say it,something will happen
1 of my friend said to me "he will clarify his true words even the ppl don't like"
but the problem is..what if the ppl is your own friend?
do you wanna take the risks if they become don't like you and begin to "you aren't in the same teritory with me?"
hmm,,sometimes its quite hard to be yourself and keep others feeling in the same time
yaa,forget about it..
anyway,the final test will coming soon,and guess?i have no preparation till this second!
what should i do?still sitting in front of monitor and 'chit chat'?
truely,i feel lazy..even to get up in the morning
terrible?haha

holaaaa....

helooooo...<3 long time no post?hahaha...anyway,here is some sweet sweet words.aihaihh...i don't know what to call it...yeaa..may be i'll add it again someday..

it has to be you-suju yesung
it can't be if it's not you
it's okay if i am hurt for a day and a year like this
it's fine even if my heart's hurts
yes because i'm just in love with you
where are you?can you hear my voice?
if i'm born over and over again,i can't live without you for a day

tears drop from my guitar-taylor swift
i fake a smile so he won't see
i wonder if he knows,he's all i think about at night
he's the reason for the tears drop from my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing

love story-taylor swift
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes
and he said,marry me juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know

only hope-suzy dreamhigh
i'm awake in the infinite cold,but you sing to me over and over and over again
to be only yours i pray
when it feels like my dreams are so far away
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

sparks fly-taylor swift
and you stood there in front of me
just close enough to touch
drop everything now,meet me in the pouring rain
kiss me on the sidewalk,take away the pain
cause i see sparks fly,whenever you smile

loving you-IU
loving you is easy cause you're beautiful
loving you is more than just a dream comes true
and everything that i do is out of loving you

love love <3

dreaming

i was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away

and i was standing blankly

i don't have anything left anymore

i thought about giving up everything,but...

i am standing up again 

even today step by step

i step forward carefully

my heart is full of fears

but it's an excitement i'm embracing

i am staggering and shaking

but i step forward towards

the dream that i am going to meet someday

as i'm thinking if it's going to be end like this

a fear constantly comes

i'm hesitating but...

deep inside my heart

there's unstoppable beating

that drags me forward

the dream that i'm going to meet someday

loving you

it started from friends

then we get closer

till one day you said it to me

you said you want me to be your couple

to be someone whom you will share all your love

i believed in you

really...

everything gone well that days

after a couple of month,you want us to break up

what could i say?

should i say 'don't go boy.i need you here,i'm still loving you,don't go when i'm still loving you'

even if i really said that to you

will something change?

i think no

you stand still on your ego

you don't have the same feeling like me

you don't know how it feel

till now,i'm still dreaming

though there're a lot of impossibilities between us

eventhough i knew that girl

no one can stop me to dream

what should i do?

20 march 2011

heyhoo...here are some photographs taken yesterday,on vero's bday party^^ and sure we got a lot of fun there

start from left : beat, me, salvi, el, dj, yau

i always think i have a weird smile xoxo

 we take it everywhere..hahaha

can u guess who they are? :p

i think i've lost 1 of those T^T

but,nevermind,,i'll send it from the others

that's all

really had a big fun with them ><

hope our friendship never end 

see ya,xoxo

birthday

annyeongg....
how are you?hahalife's good for me...these days..and it's a good news.because i won't share sucks thing here,for now.
but you know,now i'm in high school grade 2,i'm now worrying about my college,i don't know where to continue my study,aa,..i think i don't have something special in the subjects,and i also don't know what i'm interested in..fiuuh..can you give me some advice :p
anyway,it is 5 days to go for my 17th birthday(actually it is 18 according to chinese calendar>< to be honest i like the chinese version,cause it always comes faster.haha).see,how fast time could run..omg,i want to change back into child.if can then i won't worried about my study and everything.
back to my birthday,as usual it has nothing special,got up,watching my omoni cooked noodles for me,went to school and get some greetings form my friend and may be checked the greetings on facebook,just that.o,last year i went hang out with my friends too and got a lota fun^^.
hmm,,i think i'll list what i want for my birthday this year.hey,,i just post it for fun!because here is saver than anywhere..wkkwk
okay,the first thing i wish is :everything that i done ended with good :).i wish i do better for my test,for my work and etc.the second,i wish all the ppl i love can always happy,i wish i can share my happiness to them.the 3rd,mmm..i wish  have a lot of friends,haha.then,i wish increase my salary,fufu..what else?oo,,i wish i can buy books,all books that i like,i wish i could have my own library :D i wish my new room done faster,i wish i have enough money to go to korea and meet all my idols there,i wish i have a beautiful skin,hikss..i wish i can have more time,i wish somebody,in my bday,come to my house,ask me for a 'candlelightdinner' ow ow ow..hahah,,,that's just wish you  know.i wish i find a goodman to be my couple later(not now)i wish my mum will be happy everyday.i wish for a new hairstyle also..xoxo..i also wish that i can add my good kamma :p i wish i can meet goodperson that offer good things(like my mum ever said)i wish somebody i love there,will always always happy :)

yaa,,try to count how many wishes that i've make!wkwk..you know,i'm still curious why i make so "little'~
but yeah,i can make it again next birthday...
bye for now ^^ take care

dreamhigh

hellohello...i've just watch this till eps2,but i'm sure u will get crazy like me if u watch this koreamovie <3

here's the synopsis..hehe

"Dream High" takes place in the Kirin High School of Art, followed by student-Korean siswei who dreamed of becoming a star. 

Song Sam-dong (Kim Soo-Hyun) live on the outskirts of Korea and aspires to become a shareholder. He falls in love with Ko Hye-Mi (Bae Suji) at first sight and follow him to Kirin High School of Art.There he discovered his genius as musical talent. 

Jin-Gook (Taecyeon) was a talented dancer, but a student with problems in school even from family background Jin-Gook very affluent. Director of Kirin High School of Art ((Bae Yong-Jun)) recommend to Jin-Gook to enroll in school. There, Jin-Gook talents blossom and she now dreams of becoming a global star. 

Exchange student Jason (Wooyoung) came to the High Kirin after receiving the top score for new applicants. He came from abroad and shows outstanding skills as a dancer. Jason also had difficulty in speaking with friends who use the Korean language. 

Ko Hye-Mi (Bae Suji) is the most popular girl in Kirin High. He carried himself as a confident girl, but inside hides a sad past. He dreamed of becoming world renowned classical vocalist, but after the collapse of his family he had no choice but to enter Kirin High School of Art as you wish from loan sharks who lent him money before. He was loved by the Song and Jin Sam-Dong-Gook. 

Baek Yoon-hee (Eun Jung) looks up to Ko Hye-Mi, who apparently has everything. They soon became rivals. Originally Baek Hye-Mi Hee is a friend and the conflict was started when they should enter into the same art school and the cruel world of entertainment itself. 

Eria (Yoon Young-Ah) is a popular teen star. He entered the Kirin High School of Art and became the object of admiration by his friends. He's looking forward to having "normal" school life.

and of course,there is my prince...Taecyeon oppa..aaaa <3 <3 <3

unbeatable cool...omOoo

Letters to Juliet

Sophie Hall, a fact checker working at The New Yorker has dreams of becoming a writer but doesn’t get the approval of her boss. Her fiance, Victor is just about to open a restaurant in New York. To celebrate this they travel to Verona, Italy. Unfortunately for Sophie, Victor is more interested in finding the perfect food for his new restaurant than spending time with her. One day while sightseeing, Sophie comes across the house where Juliet Capulet supposedly lived and watches how people post love letters on the wall of the house.
Curious what happens with the letters at the end of the day, she decides to wait and see. After a while she finds out that three women collect the letters and reply to each of them. Sophie decides to help one of the women and finds a letter from 1957 written by Claire,a 50 year grandma who has a grandson names Charlie.Finally after Sophie sent the letter to her,3 of them(Shophie,Claire,and Charlie) go to find Claire's 1st love,Lorenzo.They travel a lot and meet many challenge.During that journey,Sophie and Charlie fall in love each other.They realize it when they finally find Lorenzo and have to depart.In the end of the story,Sophie feel 'flat' in her relationship and decide to break up.then Sophie and Charlie meet again in Claire's wedding reception,so they declare their love each other (the scene is perfectly like romeo and juliet that time.i real love this scene <3).


And they live happyly ever after...

what happened in this week?

hello my blog...
it has been a week i'm off for computer,and just for sharing,this is what i did and waht happened for this week,:
i join a speech competition in PIA and doesn't win a nything except a participation certificate again (PIA college is good =D)
i wrote my physics exercise for 50 pages and almost broke my hands!
got many tests and works as usual
thinking of him as usual and start to think may be i'll be an old lady because i'm too serious thinking of couple anytime..haha
and,let my friend join a competition to vengeance of our loss.
register for the next competition which i can't even a lil just because i want to find a cute boy(ps:hey,i'm not really serious!believe me okay?haha
o,,i also do some recycle things actually.i make it from the unused and lack books then change the cover,make it new and now it becomes my course book.good right?hahaha,i'm just wasting my time you know.sometimes time just creep slowly though you have a bundle of jobs!
and you know,i'm thinking of selling something to wwaste my time,but it still a plan T.T
last but not least,,i want to ask him what is his reaction for my message??haah,,it's been 1 week already.hikss,,pity myself

so,i gonna share something for you guys,hope you enjoy it

Love Story-Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

things i want so much much much

i will update whatever here,i will keep whatever i got,i will write whatever i want ><

shop shop shop till you drop!

i want the green,apple,purple,blue,silver,pink!gimme///

i've dream it for long long time ago,aigoo~

u can't imagine how great is your OWN room,wrap with privacy of course!

it's cool T^T

is it gold or chocolates?fufu~

hohohoo....

i'll capture all using this

a wonderful love story :)

those 9 things i dunno whether i can get or no.just write it for fun.sometime u need dreams to hold on in certain situation.o!and i wish i can improve this blog.it's kinda boring i think.hehe.okay,,i gotta go sleep now,see ya!^^

jun hyung-beast

i never fall in love before with an idol,but he brokes up this!hahaha,,he looks really delicious,right?*crazy*.i love his curly hair here.cute?awesome?handsome?what else?!
his name is jun hyung,rapper position in beast korea-boyband
i don't know the others for now,wkkwk

 look!he's so nerd and i love it(!!)

here they are!enjoy it yayaya....

i like him

who's this?yepp!this's sim chang min...he looks lil cute here^^

do you know why i post this pict?first,it is because i'm his fan,not a big fan,but yeah,,he's cute.hehe.n i like his voice.second is,he looks like that boy,especially his smile(i don't know what's ur opinion,but to me,they look alike).talking about this boy,makes me sighing everyday.why?love,,love may be.haha.honestly,i'm so fusy about this.here,have you ever feel doubt about someone else?u don't know what they want,sometimes it seems like yes,sometimes no.yeaah,the point is,i don't know he actually love me or just want to be my friend.his attitude makes me crazy.secretly he say something like 'boom' to my heart,but in a second he change the situation become'o,yup,i love you,but just that'.wth is that??

however,i just can enjoy my life with or without him,,keep smiling and face this world

life will still go on like this 17 years^^