kidnapped is the topic

annyeongg!
just finished dinner.i think mum should open a restaurant instead of working for my auntie,her cookery is the best.>< if i am going somewhere else,that's one think i'll surely miss.
talking about going somewhere,i had my ielts test today,together with devil and rudy,huaha
don't ask me how it goes.i am bad at speaking,reading,writing and listening,that means all._. i think that's just my plus point,doing everything in half way,never focus on one,the result comes out half also,haehh
about the title,huaha,well,there's a misunderstanding back then.my mum,as usual,paranoid and find my lecturer who doesn't know a single thing,and it turns out some people finding me.it isn't my fault.my mum's the one who drop me right in front the lobby,i told her i'll turn my phone bcs that's a normal thing to do when you are in a test,sso....i don't understand why should she make it dramatical.but thanks a lot,mum.you make me the main actress today,lol!
many things to do and i am beaten off.guess what,i'll represent my class in prince and princess competition on 17 this month.wait,it's not i expect much from that.the competitiors stress me so much!we got ms A who was there in my high school,i know all~ ohmy,just wish i don't embarassed myself,thankyou
gotta do some relaxations for my beaten body,but before that,please allow me to spills a lil bit more about the questions popped on my mind recently.

why some people dreaming of other's life while they have their good ones?

why they never appreciated one's hard work?

how can some people do not care at all about themselves where ironically others care?

say hell-hello

people are born with one mouth and two ears.it means we are supposed to listen more than speak.but in reality,people ALWAYS speak more rather than listen,and it never be good if you speak to much.the result is,no other,gossip.gossiping is fun and entertaining.i admit,as a human,i too sometimes do it.

but man,you guys are too much.gossiping like ai" in the market!please,do something more useful rather than judge anybody about their status.

idk,even that it maybe weird,strange or whatever,i just feel like they have no rights to judge my privacy.what i do is up to me,it's my life.but someone i respect told me that i should not be too close to someone i'm not dating on.or,telling others we are not dating when in public,we are close enough.it touched my pride.so,i decide to re-think of it.nah,i wish it's the end of the story,but why does it still hang around my mind?hadehh~

2013 now!Happy New Year!!*fireworks*
how are you,people?
7 days had passed so quickly and what's new?eerrh..not much except change
day to day,i feel more lonely.sylvia,my sepergalauan friend,has found her other half and moved on~congrats darling!
now left me,the single fighter!Lol
umm,new-new fella that has almost the same thoughts with me,k,chatted me these days,but yeah,it doesn't last long.
i also lost contact with my partner in crime,jhonson.i think he has problem with his bb and formatted it :(
since we don't meet each other anymore,it'll be so hard to find him.miss the crazy moments with him.just wish someday i can contact him again,hehe
one more,i was decreed by auntie for a new division in the company.a new challenge for me.i must more or less build a way for the company in that division,and it means,i should interact with the customers more!hihihaha,omg.i told her,that's my less point and yet she still gives me that challenge.okay,lets fight!
people change,everything change~
wish i can flow with the changes and always be happy :))

from cat-eyes turn to...

~the more you distrust others,the more you are distrusted to be shared secrets~

Dear diary,

last night,i finally reached my 6th terminal of bahasa,how relieving!since i've gone through 5 terminals of presentation and feel blank for the 6th,so i pick make up as the topic#sigh#shy :b

i choose taylorswift's cat eye make up as the topic and taraaa.....i did a bit messy performance in the class!owowow...firstly i was a lil bit hopeless because it actually needs more than 10 minutes to finish all the make up,and sadly,i don't practice much because i have no time.i search it on youtube and practiced it twice,once on myself(really takes 30min just to finish it) and once on model's.

although it was done in a bit hurry,only 8'33",but i really satisfied with the result!:D

the result isssssss..................

First trial XD

when narcisms attack :bb

and here we go!:D

ihiiiyyyy *dancing*

taraaaaa....<3

somebody says it looks like alligator than cat,hhikss :'(

nahh,that's all

anw,u know who's my model,guess u know :b

yepp,thanks a lot to Fanny for being my model and save my presentation!hihiii...

Right after presentation,take a shoot at Fountain <3 LoL

Still much much much to tell,but i should go to sleep now if i don't wanna be like zombie tmr :(

so bye

lots of love~^^

Because I Miss You

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde
그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo
그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo
사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo
미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo
.
.
Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today
I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today
Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?
Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you


Really in <3 with this song.Thanks to Yong Hwa oppa  for it,hehehe.honestly this song always remind me to someone,hahh...fine,i know i shouldn't ask.i wish i could just let go of everything so it won't be a burden for me.i know i should.if only reality could be like drama.

found some picts of min hyuk oppa!!OMG...no words to say *die*

cockroach approach

Hi..night blogers ^^
Something BIG happened
yesterday after the tuition,we(me and ir) were having chit chat at my lovie room.
suddenly she screams out!aaa...!@#$$%^&%
i saw a super nasty giant cockroach with  long antena over its head then an o-my-god-chaos!
i mean we're screaming,climb up the bed(pity my lil bed),ran out of the room and so on
it was finally safely kick out from my room,but you know,it's still hanging in front of the door!
2nd chaos :|
ir was too shock to just get out,the same as me._.
can't imagine it fly over my room or was doing something when i sleep!!it must be something wrong with my room!i must clean the mess up tomorrow,means no more rest tomorrow,uurhh..
yesterdat was a memorable day,when cockroach approach
Plok Plok Plokkk


hahaha
got a bit of drama on today's post
idk why i made it this way :b
nothing to type,nice dream <3

flood

hey.how's life?have so many thoughts recently.wanna know abt the nightmare?sure,it's still messing up myself till now.hmm..
right to the point,he's going two and a half days more.doesn't mean it has something to do with me or him.it's just a continuous hope and unstoppable tears to hold.i really really don't understand why it can bother me a lot.i wish i can just throw it anywhere else.not stay in my full mind :(
i can't stop thinking of how we used to be,even it happened in a short time.
i wrote a letter last night and idk where this thought from.but,the result sounds like
i've never want things this much before.i can give everything up,but not this one.please...
have you ever feel like this?
after all,these thoughts have taken my mood damn much.even my appetite,all i want now is vomit!!

revenge

i love you,and i really do.why must that heartless?after all that passed.hmm.i can't believe even a pic can beat me down into parts.think it was a revenge for what i've done to someone.but i really not deliberately did it.when will everything turn okay?:(
i'm dying this way

just for post

Fresh!just taken few hours ago,hahaha

most of them is me,,
hahaha
to be honest,i felt a lil not too confidence taking picts with them
even they are my sisters!
yeaa,human never be satisfied :p
see ya

this is about

i love you ,you love me

we are just friends forever

with a great big hypocrite and a lie from you to me

won't you stop it now?