the windflower

that times,when we are young
many says when you're young,you're free
now i question what kind of freedom does youth offer?
choosing your path?travel your imagination?not both
youth does give freedom to choose
but with all the tails of consequences we also have to bare
they said,because we are young
they said,you can find
they said,you can choose
thus it doesn't erase the fact that's called 'responsible'
they said,because we are young
yes,my dear,we are too young
like windflower we can only follow where wind wants us to...

dear someone out there...

maybe for others we are weird,unacceptable,doen't click together,or whatever,but what should i do?i have found the butterflies~shy,even it's only a lil bit,but well,those months you spend for me,yes,it does make me change my heart.well,i'm not a person who oversaying things,but now i admit,here,i have change my heart.at the first time,i also one of the person who think we doesn't match together,and wickedly worry about what others will say about us,but your kindness,care and patience has changed my mind :D and i've learned that listening to person will only make more problems for you,and it also proved that those person whom i listen to,i believe and i respect,turns out only sees my outcase and they only can complain everything about me,i can't be myself in front of them(read prev post)however,at least you have knew my weaknesses yet still accept me,although i can't do the same for ya :( but,maybe as time goes,we can change again?if so,i hope it's better,however,thanks,there...

Life is a show and you are the actor..
Do what you want because you are the one who owns your life not others

I feel like so ughh nowadays.This flu is killing me.The worst phase is when you get flu and sickening.Eyes and head become so heavy :(
Can't be 100 is so stressing,you know
I need a vacation,i want something new i guess.some moodboosters,yeah

We got party last sunday.Advance gathering with seniors.it was quite fun except the burning temperature and this sucks flu..
I was called to the stage,and asked to give my opinion bout life's a show and we re the actor.i didn't qualified for the time..i really don't know what to say and ughh
Just,wish i can get well soon

Taken few pictures which some says doesn't look like me and they prefer this bang,whattaya think?^^

Happy Birthday

Seangil chukae chukae chukae *dancing
I hope this tradition will keep us solid
Love you guys ^^

Peaceful night

Happy friday-rainy night☆
It's been so long from the last post hihi don't ya miss me?
It's not bcs i'm busy or what though,just like the last post,i don't feel like talking,writing or anything else,lack of passion?dunno..life just flows like how it should be with many ups and downs
However,everything will be okay ♡
Now things hv gotten better i guess..
I'm happy and blessed to have a life like mine,to have persons who love me and care and still can laugh and cry at the moments,so...
Thankyou God

Btw,recently my class got a new custom which is buying cakes and having a mini celebration for the members who is hving bday,today is the forth time!and it is our bunda,abuen aka rudy aka lee minho,lol
we were having so much fun
Awaww
Pictures will be up soon,stay tune^^

CNY eve oh CNY eve

nahh,here we are,09-02-13
tonight is CNY eve,or 30 meh.other family might having tua ciak or big feast with whole family now :D
unfortunately we just have simple dinner for today,but it's mum's cookery,so itr's kinda special <3
it's a bit flat while everybody's having fun and me,as usually have no activities except flying to my bed and having date with this diary and anime.i have to say that i've used to it,but you know i am a professional liar,tehe
to kill the boredom,here's some selca and shoots taken about two days ago,the study tour at pt sinar sosro with fellas ;)

new bang ;'( a bang which take 3-day eating cost

don't blame me for who i am

right,wish me luck!

rock n roll?

i just finished a very shitty assignment from a poor-unprofessional lecturer.its sucks that you pay much money for a teacher like her.she didn't say anything details about the assignment,fyi i think that's her specialty,blubbering without any meanings,then when i have printed it out,she said "it mus be bla bla bla".man,do you think our time is only to do that things?you should speak clearly so that we won't waste our time.#screwed

anyway,sorry for the complains above ;b yeah,daily life.
nothing more to write ><
so let us see what captured these days!

gorgeous brittani kline ><

no matter how life sucks,there'll be always happy moment to catch and hopes to lean on

i.m.y

~ 

~in my dreams,you are touching my face,asking me to stay~

 

Merry Xmas

MERRY X'MAS,EVERYONE!!

~single bells,single bells,single all the way~

Someone make this stupid-funny quote must be so pathetic,like me :b single now #whistling

anyway,i am not going to talk much today,just feel like post some random picts. :b

from cat-eyes turn to...

~the more you distrust others,the more you are distrusted to be shared secrets~

Dear diary,

last night,i finally reached my 6th terminal of bahasa,how relieving!since i've gone through 5 terminals of presentation and feel blank for the 6th,so i pick make up as the topic#sigh#shy :b

i choose taylorswift's cat eye make up as the topic and taraaa.....i did a bit messy performance in the class!owowow...firstly i was a lil bit hopeless because it actually needs more than 10 minutes to finish all the make up,and sadly,i don't practice much because i have no time.i search it on youtube and practiced it twice,once on myself(really takes 30min just to finish it) and once on model's.

although it was done in a bit hurry,only 8'33",but i really satisfied with the result!:D

the result isssssss..................

First trial XD

when narcisms attack :bb

and here we go!:D

ihiiiyyyy *dancing*

taraaaaa....<3

somebody says it looks like alligator than cat,hhikss :'(

nahh,that's all

anw,u know who's my model,guess u know :b

yepp,thanks a lot to Fanny for being my model and save my presentation!hihiii...

Right after presentation,take a shoot at Fountain <3 LoL

Still much much much to tell,but i should go to sleep now if i don't wanna be like zombie tmr :(

so bye

lots of love~^^