proudie

anyway,i haven't show off in the last post,now let's see what we got here...

i hate my bangs!!screw it

i've never won any competition before,all i have's just bundle of participation certificate,i thought this one would be the same,but...yeah maybe because this one is too lil competitior?well,congrats to me then :b
another few days i'd go to ajahn's talkshow,i'm sure this one will be great!can't wait for it :D

buzy bee

i think the title has describe quite enough,i'm sooo busy these days,and eventhough now i've unoccupied,still there're many things for me to do
well,let's list it up!

• got office management project,2 project in a row which are canteen service and stand selling.don't have any idea?canteen service project is where we should give our best service including being the waiter,cashier and even dish washer!hahh....we're working too hard for free,like really.another one is stand selling,well you can see from the name,we must open a stand near the campus and making ourselves busy offering our products to people in order to reach target and it's really really really tiring.my stand sells longan ice and we must prepare each of the materials.and cause i become the secretary and idk,maybe the kepo from me,i come to like manage so many things like setting the table,register our stand for a free bazaar.selling bazaar voucher and whenever it got prblem,i'm the who'll fix it for good.i'm not saying as i'm proud of it...it's just i can't stand when something is not well-set.i think i might prefer apply to be a secretary T-T anyway,our sales is quite good,i hope it will keep increasing day by day
• meanwhile,last wednesday was toastmaster contest,club level,and because of my kepo again,i unconciously registered for two contest,int'l speech and table topic contest,so in the d-day,i must present twice,actually i've asked for resignment of table topic but they say can't.and in the end,idk how idk why,i won both of the contest.wait,don't think i'm showing off,i'm here to complain,because if you win the club level,you must continue to the area level and so on.Oh god,how can i...what should i say....
• i was called to an interview in a bank,it's a good thing remembering now i'm officially jobless,it goes pretty well,tomorrow i'll have the test.and i totally have no idea of the test,sooo just wish me luck,i need job,i'm left penniless-_-

good things keep coming and i'm grateful of it.i need to get my soldier ready,this refers to my health though.i've headache for 3 or 4 days alr,and hard to digest,i hope nothing big happens to me,cause i don't wanna see the doctor,it's a waste of money.hemmm..

wonder why i still have time to type this meanwhile my title is busy?it's because eventhough today is sunday i can't enjoy it by sleep longer,i think i've the disease of whenever something is still disturbing my mind,i can never enjoy myself.the theory of make peace is much easier than the practice.well,that something which disturb me is,there's someone who told me the exact things that i close my  eyes and my ears all this time.i strikes me straight to my mind.i know what she said is true,and it cause another war in this heart and mind,which should i choose?ottoke...

11.12.13

when joke goes to far...
everyone says that today is such a special day,but for me it's a hell.i really really deadly hate today!there's nothing to be grateful for!snd about that joke,maybe you think it's funny,bitches!but it is not at all to the object!how can you creatures says such a bad disgusting thing about someone?previously i thought you're all fun and i was so addicted to you guys,but now,i don't know what wrong from me that you can harrass me,saying something like i'm just a wore cloth which you usually used to rub your ass!how can you say that and still laugh like it's funny,now i ask you,if i make you become the object of those harrassment,how would you feel,huh?i think you'll be just fine because you're a bitch....you guys are just like the pretty lil liar girls,well,instead ugly lil liars,they're all friend but they spoke about each other,lie to each other but worse than them,you spoke about one you yourself call a buddy!i can't believe it...only several weeks ago,you're my bestfriends,but now it really seems like you guys only talk to me just to laugh at me and everything i do is wrong for you guys..i hate you!you make no peace of me!!!i wish you got your kamma very soon!

tough tough week

hey you!why you just can't let me rest and be peace?
         Arrrgghh!asdfdhfjfkl!@#$%^
ohmy,praise the lord i got something name wifi here-_-
         it's been like months our internet connection has been cut by the irresponsible workers!*curse them!
well,anyone must be preparedwith their ears open up bcs i'll start grumbling
         start from the project we're dealing with this minute,the ob project
we should shoot a roleplay and present it in front of the class!!god!i'm not an actress,if i happened to be in a         roleplay,idk what role am i taking.actually i'm pissed bcs lately my face got too oily to be true,hell!i wish i can passed the d-day soon and no one gotta remember any sip of the video,amen!
       another d-day was yesterday,which supposed to be a nice day bcs i was going to toastmaster's contest which is really rare,ruined by 'happy' family photoshoots,plus!now i haven't got any job so i am officially so          bored staying at home everyday with much much of helly things to be done like assignments,assignments and tests.to add more of my suffer,my lil bro are so nagging these weeks,he just can't stop crying and yelling        whenever there is the word 'school'.i wonder how could all this be worse ;s
over all,it's a tough week for me,i wish it get better soon :((
       sidechat,wonder how outfit could actually boost your mood?like today,i wore a denim jacket which i have dream for months,that's the reason i like fashion and it actually helps,a lil bit,so gracias..^^
     

ps ; these was taken in class when ms yeni's computer session,it's just so urgh!bored ;p

Toastmaster

Weird title,huh?
Toastmaster is an organization where they teach about leadership and public speaking,and at my college,we got this subject.in every session,we will got a fixed schedule and each of us must go in front and talk about certain topics.more or less it's like speechs i did in senior high.but here we are taught more about the mechanism and technic.
Impromptu speech is never my favorite,unfortunately,we got it EVERY session..fuuhh
I always blubber unclearly about things and i feel bad for it :(
But here is me,becoming the fav impromptu speech,it's bcs the seniors haven't come out,hoho
All the seniors are quite.friendly ._.
Actually they are good,but not friendly enough..not likely to adapt

Well,this' the picture taken ;b