buzy bee

i think the title has describe quite enough,i'm sooo busy these days,and eventhough now i've unoccupied,still there're many things for me to do
well,let's list it up!

• got office management project,2 project in a row which are canteen service and stand selling.don't have any idea?canteen service project is where we should give our best service including being the waiter,cashier and even dish washer!hahh....we're working too hard for free,like really.another one is stand selling,well you can see from the name,we must open a stand near the campus and making ourselves busy offering our products to people in order to reach target and it's really really really tiring.my stand sells longan ice and we must prepare each of the materials.and cause i become the secretary and idk,maybe the kepo from me,i come to like manage so many things like setting the table,register our stand for a free bazaar.selling bazaar voucher and whenever it got prblem,i'm the who'll fix it for good.i'm not saying as i'm proud of it...it's just i can't stand when something is not well-set.i think i might prefer apply to be a secretary T-T anyway,our sales is quite good,i hope it will keep increasing day by day
• meanwhile,last wednesday was toastmaster contest,club level,and because of my kepo again,i unconciously registered for two contest,int'l speech and table topic contest,so in the d-day,i must present twice,actually i've asked for resignment of table topic but they say can't.and in the end,idk how idk why,i won both of the contest.wait,don't think i'm showing off,i'm here to complain,because if you win the club level,you must continue to the area level and so on.Oh god,how can i...what should i say....
• i was called to an interview in a bank,it's a good thing remembering now i'm officially jobless,it goes pretty well,tomorrow i'll have the test.and i totally have no idea of the test,sooo just wish me luck,i need job,i'm left penniless-_-

good things keep coming and i'm grateful of it.i need to get my soldier ready,this refers to my health though.i've headache for 3 or 4 days alr,and hard to digest,i hope nothing big happens to me,cause i don't wanna see the doctor,it's a waste of money.hemmm..

wonder why i still have time to type this meanwhile my title is busy?it's because eventhough today is sunday i can't enjoy it by sleep longer,i think i've the disease of whenever something is still disturbing my mind,i can never enjoy myself.the theory of make peace is much easier than the practice.well,that something which disturb me is,there's someone who told me the exact things that i close my  eyes and my ears all this time.i strikes me straight to my mind.i know what she said is true,and it cause another war in this heart and mind,which should i choose?ottoke...

tough tough week

hey you!why you just can't let me rest and be peace?
         Arrrgghh!asdfdhfjfkl!@#$%^
ohmy,praise the lord i got something name wifi here-_-
         it's been like months our internet connection has been cut by the irresponsible workers!*curse them!
well,anyone must be preparedwith their ears open up bcs i'll start grumbling
         start from the project we're dealing with this minute,the ob project
we should shoot a roleplay and present it in front of the class!!god!i'm not an actress,if i happened to be in a         roleplay,idk what role am i taking.actually i'm pissed bcs lately my face got too oily to be true,hell!i wish i can passed the d-day soon and no one gotta remember any sip of the video,amen!
       another d-day was yesterday,which supposed to be a nice day bcs i was going to toastmaster's contest which is really rare,ruined by 'happy' family photoshoots,plus!now i haven't got any job so i am officially so          bored staying at home everyday with much much of helly things to be done like assignments,assignments and tests.to add more of my suffer,my lil bro are so nagging these weeks,he just can't stop crying and yelling        whenever there is the word 'school'.i wonder how could all this be worse ;s
over all,it's a tough week for me,i wish it get better soon :((
       sidechat,wonder how outfit could actually boost your mood?like today,i wore a denim jacket which i have dream for months,that's the reason i like fashion and it actually helps,a lil bit,so gracias..^^
     

ps ; these was taken in class when ms yeni's computer session,it's just so urgh!bored ;p

Another blessed day

People Change,Thing goes wrong,Shit happens,but Life goes on..

Yesterday
Everything was damned.start from the overload works,the annoying workmates,unprepared speech which end up with a dq and the worst,a picture of my foolishness..
I mean,i cried for more than a year,suffering for ppl who doesn't even care whether if i'm still living..yes,congratulations to you..longlast with her,the real longlast.10years and get married,kay?
Well,u might think i'm in the middle of super galau state
But,when i knew it,it's like a blank for a while,blackout for few moments then back to blank
I don't cry but i laugh of how foolish i hv been
Get well soon,myself ;)

The reason of the title is..

Today
I skipped my work because of the stresses and decided to give myself a break,it's not a get away.just finding a peace.
I sleep for quite long and it clear my mind enough..well,it's becoming lighter and lighter when i choose to be quite.
Well,after took a bath,i'm ready to speak to uncle neighbor,and my proposal was accepted!he agree to buy all my books
Omooo it's like a boom and i'm so happy
Like finally...
Then i eat,a lot,and have some icecreams
When my mind is clear,i can think more
Actually,i'm now thinking of applying as companion in 1 super big occasion,it'll be held in Bali
It could such a good experience for me
The matter is,i'm doubt of my english._.
And 1 of the requirements is i hv to be active._.
Well,my friend said it's worth trying..so i guess i shd go ^^wish me luck,dear

Erh

Okay
I had not grumble for the several late posts
And tonight is the time!
Aarrhh
I just can't bare this anymore
The boring life,it's sucks
Lets start with my workplace
I even said to my friends " even the calendar is burnt,we won't have holidays"
For hell sake,what's the purpose of working on holiday,HOLIDAY when everybody close their shops and goes on vacation and have a superb nice trip and have  super nice foods and delicate theirselves? T_T
Another thing is,i lately think of what improvement i can get in this company..so far i still don't have any idea.but,do uou think i dare to take the risk and move my steer 180degree?
Fuhh,i envy one of my senior who's just 1 year above me.he just opened a new shop,by his own..see,when can i be like him?
Well
I also pissed off sth else
A girl that's..stupid enough i guess.who's so childish,giving up all her life to the vampire fancy things,spend her own day laying down and yeah,doing nothing can be so blessed.she have everyone on her side
I just wonder why i'm bothered of this
Haihh