thanks for people i can be crazy with

shout out to hokkian chinese new year!
well,i may admit it's not a bad holiday though,especially the part of receiving angpao :b
so today i'm gonna open up about some people whom i can be crazy with,i never talked in detail about person in this blog(i realized it).it's just,i don't know,i think i am that someone who is insecure enough,i feel that today i might love you,i might make you my priority,but yeah,sometimes things happen,we never know...
but i'm trying to live survive today,so i'd like to thanks to people whom i can be crazy with,we do silly things together,talks about evrything without anxious,play like bitches,and over all,they give me that feeling of comfortable.you can't just simply say hi to someone and the day after you can be crazy or who your real self are directly.we all know,this society sucks,no matter you do the right things or the wrong ones,they will ALWAYS judge you.so once you find that people who accept who you are,it feels real good :)

today's just too much!

today's just too much!so many things happen just in one day and in the end of the day,it's really breaking me down,i thought i need mood booster,but just remember that not all things are only the matter of mood.it's more complicated than that,i swear.in another day i might amused myself by thanking and so on,inputting some positive things into this head,but right now,it just not.well..i'll mention the headaches one by one

MORNING SCOLD

mum has to bring my sis to doctor,since the i'm in charge of representing her as the head of those all things,as what my boss said,as the brain of the company or things like that.hell yeah..what do you think one tiny brain and two pieces of hands can do?but well,boss' always rite..sucks it..so i was doing my job and suddenly called,fiuhh..i knew it won't be a good news.after a long talks,i undrstand that what she want is for us to be like her.ohwell

i remember i told ya about resigning?i'm still hesitate of it.my boss would be mad at me and i still have a believe that i'd gain sth there,but in the other side,i was thinking of till when i can/want to stay there?

CHINGU

i finally reached one of my target for this month,that's gaining friend.well,it might sound so embarassing that this kinda thing also include in monthly target?but whatever..that friend,oops,friends i mean,i got several ppl.recently i was hanging out with a  super insensitive girl,indah aka da-da..she is a super fun friend who can be crazy with!and we have the same hobby,fashion!hahha it's nice to have someone to share the same hobby..the rests are some acquaintances who previously only acquain then now become a lil bit higher..well,maybe because we shared secrets?i'm not saying that i'm a trusted person,but..since you shared,it means you trust me,so i won't leak it

AWKWARD ONE

had a dinner together with someone whom you actually not really know,and hope to much on them would be so...awkward.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED

if you don't try to break the wall,i never can stop you from going,i won't even see you when you're going-_-

so deep that i can't think,it stopped ma brain..fiuhh how ironic when someone who used to be closest to you,now are like strangers?

Dear diary,I miss ya so much!

dear diary~~
huwaaa....just writing those 2 words makes me feel so excited..
how long have i been lost?months?> <
booo..so many things happened that i couldn't catch my own daily journal..
well,losing my note would be another reason for my absence.
dear diary,i was robbed like 1 month ago,20th july exactly.i don't remember the exact incident since i knocked my head and everything.was brought to hospital by a very kind "ai" and fortunately,like you see,i still can breathe and share this to you~grateful for that~
i really feels kamma exists..it is there,proven..
and i'm really really thankful,seems like my stock of good kamma really safe me from this incident.
though this thing also bring me headaches,a real one..puhh
but like yin and yang,bad thing also has good good side,isn't it?
many many people came to see me and care to me
emm..
well,that's all..haha!
hmmhmm..

lets see what we got during the absence...

Another blessed day

People Change,Thing goes wrong,Shit happens,but Life goes on..

Yesterday
Everything was damned.start from the overload works,the annoying workmates,unprepared speech which end up with a dq and the worst,a picture of my foolishness..
I mean,i cried for more than a year,suffering for ppl who doesn't even care whether if i'm still living..yes,congratulations to you..longlast with her,the real longlast.10years and get married,kay?
Well,u might think i'm in the middle of super galau state
But,when i knew it,it's like a blank for a while,blackout for few moments then back to blank
I don't cry but i laugh of how foolish i hv been
Get well soon,myself ;)

The reason of the title is..

Today
I skipped my work because of the stresses and decided to give myself a break,it's not a get away.just finding a peace.
I sleep for quite long and it clear my mind enough..well,it's becoming lighter and lighter when i choose to be quite.
Well,after took a bath,i'm ready to speak to uncle neighbor,and my proposal was accepted!he agree to buy all my books
Omooo it's like a boom and i'm so happy
Like finally...
Then i eat,a lot,and have some icecreams
When my mind is clear,i can think more
Actually,i'm now thinking of applying as companion in 1 super big occasion,it'll be held in Bali
It could such a good experience for me
The matter is,i'm doubt of my english._.
And 1 of the requirements is i hv to be active._.
Well,my friend said it's worth trying..so i guess i shd go ^^wish me luck,dear

A happy me

Hello buddyyyyyyy
Have miss ya so much!
Blame all the things,flat ones,no lives here as usual..booo
Well,life goes on,yes it must but,you know,there is no any big fun indeed
But bites?coursee
Though there are so many confusing,mind-stressing problems have to be shot,like my lecturer said kyaha!
Wonder why i'm so fussy tonight that i can blubber here?
Say yes to class skipping!yeah
I skip mandarin today..it's not that i'm lazy,nyehe
But my bus left me,though it was my fault,huaha,indeed i also am so lazy to face ppl after yeah,many thoughts
So,i decided to give myself a break
But then,i remember i shd finish my project that is making speech
Ohgoshh
Peaceeee,come to meeeee ~

Well?it was sunday and my narcism needs place
So,pardon :b

I tried to make it not so many xoxo