july wishes list

hey..it's july now!nothing special about it.it's just another new months to go.but i hope it will be better than the previous one,since june had been quiet harsh for me :b
anyway,i've the wishlist for july.here they are :

• be more mature
• be a better personality :)
• no more galau and tears
• can set my own targets
• no more fake smile
• master a song ~i'm still so so lack of playing guitar X_x 
• no more nightmares!! 

something about maturity bother me these days.maturity is needed to solve problems,but the thing is how mature a eightteen-year-old girl would be as she can face all the family problems,their conflicts and adults egoism?sometimes adults did to much childish things.they don't realize it.it seems like they're pushing us to the problems.is that something we should have in our time of growing?truly,it does make me scare of being adults.hmm..but again,maybe it's just because i'm not mature enough.

-a strong person is the one who doesn't cry.a strong person is one who quiet and shed tears for a moment and then picks up her sword and fights again-

taken from http://thehellydwellings.blogspot.com/