Worth

praise the Lord!FINALLY saturday night comes,wow

it's been a luxury for me to have  nowadays.feel so damn beaten up and exhausted plus...i also made quite a lot mistakes.huff

but yeah,life goes pretty well,many things happened and well..somehow i never feel enough

you know why?when i finally got back those cares from someone who means more and more each day to me(><),i feel i'm not worth it.life's just so complicated...

when we get what we want,yet we could never be satisfied

hence,i wish i could be better for the ones who make me happy and i wish them to be happy too :)

and also,i wanna thanks because they are here for me <33

a muzzy morning

hours ago i woke up and one thing that slap my mind in the first is my random-nutty chats to my friends!i wrote sth weird like "tear" and the rest i can't even imagine what i said.sigh..
somehow i feel it isn't right,but yahh..i was sleeping and unconscious when i type,Lol
another thing that make this a muzzy morning is that nightmare,again
huft
it's been long enough those dreams don't terror me :(
feel so sickening of it
..
but anyway,life's okay enough right now
flowing with the new air is not too bad hehe

she called rinoa,recently someone call me that way and i have no idea why he call me rinoa hahaha <33

helly daily

heyy!!
months after the last post,right?
yeah,days got helly busy here :b
i've started the college life about 2 weeks and...it is perfectly killing me.you know what,yeaa,,college student,lack of sleep.lots of assignments,new class,new friends and new problems
there are so many things happened that i can't mention it all here,lol
but,what'd you think if i tell ya that i'm going to start a tiny tiny business,note book,haven't started yet,but yeahh,really wish it will be my first success goal,okay?pleaseee.....
hahahaha
enough for today since irena force me to open the door,haihh
hahaha
night <3