what i feel_now

i'm not in mood to say hello to you
just need to spill out now..like usual
you know,this week i made something wrong,maybe
i clarified my our relationship
me  : i want to know,,what is our relationship now,i need you to answer this,please
him : hueii,your picts are so awesome
me  : hey,,why don't you just answer?
him : eerrh..i don't know,i'm searching for an answer
me  : okayy,that's good.tell me if you know :)
2 days later..
me : do you remember,you promised me an answer
him : i love you i wanna be with you,but.................i don't have anything,i'm useless
me  : i just need an answer of what relationship is there between us!no\\
him : how if i said..umm..we are just best friend?sorry..
me  : after a long long long silence.............okay,so...we are just friend :D
him : ...

do you know how upset am i?i think you wouldn't know
honestly i regret everything!i regret,of my idiot question
now i have to pretend that he isn't good for me,he isn't the one i love,that his words nothing to me,that i'm just FINE
in fact i don't..
but..it did prove someone's word
what can i do?