when you are 18 and sick

it's a rare thing i post in a day time in weekdays.you can see from the title :(

blame the stupid lecturer!

the problem is not the sickness,but is that i have to off work today :(

it's not that i am not happy because i have lots of free time relaxing myself,there is a slight of guilt inside.when i told my mum,she's like "oyeah,whatever,i guessed it" and the same reaction from my auntie.ohmy :'(

does it mean that you may not sick because you've grown up?it's not like i got much attentions when i was a child,haha

another different kind of guilt comes from,the people who care to me.kinda guilty when they are the one who is busy asking me to take rest and blablabla...

soo,think i should get well very soon so that everything's okay?

alright,just pray for me,lol

i was thinking of changing the title of this blog,what do you think?;p

love,hueii

GOOD AND BAD

everything happened for a reason,either good or bad~
now,where shd i start to blubber?:b
alright,good things first
the good thing is,i finally got a time to write here,for i've been busy last week,especially the rough Saturday!#gocheckbelow,lol
another good thing,that new chat friend i mentioned before,we are back to normal.yippie!!hahaha
i know i'll find someone who truly knows me.not someone who just keep demanding attention,giving me more stress and adding no value to my life.so,congratulations,myself #hug
andddddd.....another new friend,a senior,who's kind and caring huahahahaha..idk,i'm just kinda happy i got something to be proud of in front of syl :DD (doesn't mean i use him,okay?lol)

nah now the bad ones...
firstly,i'm dying an hour ago and guess who's the reason!N,lecturer.he talks until 7.30 and dismiessed the class.omg,doesn't he think that we have session 2 and supposed to have our precious dinner at 7?and bcs of that,i have to bare my hunger and stomach ache until 9.it's seriously not easy to do.and the result,i got teared off right after i arrived home.hiuhhh
Saturday,where we supposed to enjoy our weekend,the only day we have no lessons,and it turns out doing assignment till 2 in the midnight ._. gosh,it's not funny at all being announced a day(exactly 12 hours) before the deadline,arrhh this semester 2 has no fun at all :'((
ummmm...i supposed to have more good things,but,i just can't accept those humans who is irresponsible for their own selves.don't they feel ashame causing one having all their matter cleared? you are 18,not a 3-year-old kid anymore.please...

alright,just that
gnight <3

rock n roll?

i just finished a very shitty assignment from a poor-unprofessional lecturer.its sucks that you pay much money for a teacher like her.she didn't say anything details about the assignment,fyi i think that's her specialty,blubbering without any meanings,then when i have printed it out,she said "it mus be bla bla bla".man,do you think our time is only to do that things?you should speak clearly so that we won't waste our time.#screwed

anyway,sorry for the complains above ;b yeah,daily life.
nothing more to write ><
so let us see what captured these days!

gorgeous brittani kline ><

no matter how life sucks,there'll be always happy moment to catch and hopes to lean on

i.m.y

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~in my dreams,you are touching my face,asking me to stay~

 

say hell-hello

people are born with one mouth and two ears.it means we are supposed to listen more than speak.but in reality,people ALWAYS speak more rather than listen,and it never be good if you speak to much.the result is,no other,gossip.gossiping is fun and entertaining.i admit,as a human,i too sometimes do it.

but man,you guys are too much.gossiping like ai" in the market!please,do something more useful rather than judge anybody about their status.

idk,even that it maybe weird,strange or whatever,i just feel like they have no rights to judge my privacy.what i do is up to me,it's my life.but someone i respect told me that i should not be too close to someone i'm not dating on.or,telling others we are not dating when in public,we are close enough.it touched my pride.so,i decide to re-think of it.nah,i wish it's the end of the story,but why does it still hang around my mind?hadehh~

2013 now!Happy New Year!!*fireworks*
how are you,people?
7 days had passed so quickly and what's new?eerrh..not much except change
day to day,i feel more lonely.sylvia,my sepergalauan friend,has found her other half and moved on~congrats darling!
now left me,the single fighter!Lol
umm,new-new fella that has almost the same thoughts with me,k,chatted me these days,but yeah,it doesn't last long.
i also lost contact with my partner in crime,jhonson.i think he has problem with his bb and formatted it :(
since we don't meet each other anymore,it'll be so hard to find him.miss the crazy moments with him.just wish someday i can contact him again,hehe
one more,i was decreed by auntie for a new division in the company.a new challenge for me.i must more or less build a way for the company in that division,and it means,i should interact with the customers more!hihihaha,omg.i told her,that's my less point and yet she still gives me that challenge.okay,lets fight!
people change,everything change~
wish i can flow with the changes and always be happy :))