why do I recall those memories?
i wish you were here,right now
the beat of your heart
kiss me in the pouring rain
that was the moment i knew...
19.2.13
11.2.13
a girl who live in her own town
once upon a time,there was a little girl who live in her own town.it is not that she was the only human,but everybody seemed never noticed her.the town only had nights and no days.it was very dark and gloomy.the girl walked around the town and peeped from windows.she knew that everybody inside the houses were having parties.the little girl was very sad because no one ever cared to her.even when she found someone and she tried to talk to him,that person never noticed her,like a wind.the girl was so disappointed that she decided to walk alone,again and again to the very end of the town.forget about people and trying to find happiness for her own.
-when everybody ignores you,you know who they are and who you really are
9.2.13
CNY eve oh CNY eve
nahh,here we are,09-02-13
tonight is CNY eve,or 30 meh.other family might having tua ciak or big feast with whole family now :D
unfortunately we just have simple dinner for today,but it's mum's cookery,so itr's kinda special <3
it's a bit flat while everybody's having fun and me,as usually have no activities except flying to my bed and having date with this diary and anime.i have to say that i've used to it,but you know i am a professional liar,tehe
to kill the boredom,here's some selca and shoots taken about two days ago,the study tour at pt sinar sosro with fellas ;)
right,wish me luck!
tonight is CNY eve,or 30 meh.other family might having tua ciak or big feast with whole family now :D
unfortunately we just have simple dinner for today,but it's mum's cookery,so itr's kinda special <3
it's a bit flat while everybody's having fun and me,as usually have no activities except flying to my bed and having date with this diary and anime.i have to say that i've used to it,but you know i am a professional liar,tehe
to kill the boredom,here's some selca and shoots taken about two days ago,the study tour at pt sinar sosro with fellas ;)
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| new bang ;'( a bang which take 3-day eating cost |
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| don't blame me for who i am |
the moment i knew
You should've been there,
Should've burst through the door,
With that 'baby I'm right here' smile,
And it would've felt like,
A million little shining stars had just aligned,
And I would've been so happy.
Christmas lights glisten,
I've got my eye on the door,
Just waiting for you to walk in,
But the time is ticking,
People ask me how I've been
As I comb back through my memory,
How you said you'd be here,
You said you'd be here.
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all laughing,
As I'm looking around the room,
But there's one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
And the hours pass by,
Now I just wanna be alone,
But your close friends always seem to know
When there's something really wrong,
So they follow me down the hall,
And there in the bathroom,
I try not to fall apart,
And the sinking feeling starts,
As I say hopelessly,
"He said he'd be here."
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all laughing,
And asking me about you,
But there was one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
What do you say
When tears are streaming down your face
In front of everyone you know?
And what do you do when the one
Who means the most to you
Is the one who didn't show?
You should've been here.
And I would've been so happy.
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all standing around me singing
"Happy birthday to you",
But there was one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
Ooh, I knew.
Ooh,
You called me later,
And said, "I'm sorry, I didn't make it,"
And I said, "I'm sorry too,"
And that was the moment I knew.
Should've burst through the door,
With that 'baby I'm right here' smile,
And it would've felt like,
A million little shining stars had just aligned,
And I would've been so happy.
Christmas lights glisten,
I've got my eye on the door,
Just waiting for you to walk in,
But the time is ticking,
People ask me how I've been
As I comb back through my memory,
How you said you'd be here,
You said you'd be here.
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all laughing,
As I'm looking around the room,
But there's one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
And the hours pass by,
Now I just wanna be alone,
But your close friends always seem to know
When there's something really wrong,
So they follow me down the hall,
And there in the bathroom,
I try not to fall apart,
And the sinking feeling starts,
As I say hopelessly,
"He said he'd be here."
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all laughing,
And asking me about you,
But there was one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
What do you say
When tears are streaming down your face
In front of everyone you know?
And what do you do when the one
Who means the most to you
Is the one who didn't show?
You should've been here.
And I would've been so happy.
And it was like slow motion,
Standing there in my party dress,
In red lipstick,
With no one to impress,
And they're all standing around me singing
"Happy birthday to you",
But there was one thing missing,
And that was the moment I knew.
Ooh, I knew.
Ooh,
You called me later,
And said, "I'm sorry, I didn't make it,"
And I said, "I'm sorry too,"
And that was the moment I knew.
8.2.13
-i am tired being the one who always find first-
what do you feel when you reply in two-minute-period and being replied after like hours?ugh..everything was just nice in the beginning and sucks in the middle.i am so enough with the persons who only find you when they need.however i don't really know how to kill my thoughts like,'oh,they are busy,they'll reply me.'and those butterflies when they replied,they pay attentions,fake,and pull me into deeper waiting.well,that is just me..i think it's been like habit.
oh,just in case you don't realize,the title of this bloggie has changed :bb
i think it sounds right when this blog has been my chronicle to pour my feelings to words,hehehe
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