25.6.11

white horse

say you're sorry that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to
as i paces back and forth all this time cause i honestly believe in you
holding on the days drag on,stupid girl
i should've known,i should've known

that i'm not a princess,this ain't a fairytale
i'm not the one who you'll sweep off her feet lead her up the stairwell

i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

baby i was naive got lost in your eyes never really had a chance
i had so many dreams about you and me
happy endings ,now i know

...
and there you are on your knees
begging for forgiveness,begging for me
just like i always wanted,but i'm so sorry

cause,i am not your princess,this ain't a fairytale!
i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
this is a big world,that was a small town

...
try and catch me now
oh,it's too late to catch me now


this is just too adequate with my feeling.yeahh
enjoy it <3

23.6.11

we are all afraid of pain

她 说   她 再  也 不 相    信    真   爱
tā shuō tā zài yě bù xiāng xìn   zhēn ài
我 能   给  的 安 全   感    也 用   完 
wǒ néng gěi de ān quán gǎn   yě yòng wán
原   本  的 孤 单  已 变   成      不 安
yuán běn de gū dān yǐ biàn chéng   bù ān
想    看  穿    却  又  放   不 下    依 赖 
xiǎng kàn chuān què yòu fàng bú xià   yī lài

我 们  都  怕 痛  
wǒ men dōu pà tòng
但  又  好  想    试  着  牵   手  
dàn yòu hǎo xiǎng shì zhe qiān shǒu
两    颗 心    隐  藏   在  背  后 
liǎng kē xīn   yǐn cáng zài bèi hòu
不 敢  承    诺 
bù gǎn chéng nuò
不 想    再  难  过 
bù xiǎng zài nán guò
丢  弃 回  忆 重    新  来  过 
diū qì huí yì chóng xīn lái guò
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你
ràng wǒ yóng yuǎn qiān zhe nǐ

把 手   给  我
bǎ shou gěi wǒ
我 们  都  怕 痛  
wǒ men dōu pà tòng
但  又  好  想    试  着  牵   手  
dàn yòu hǎo xiǎng shì zhe qiān shǒu
两    颗 心    隐  藏   在  背  后 
liǎng kē xīn   yǐn cáng zài bèi hòu
不 敢  为  爱 承    诺 
bù gǎn wéi ài chéng nuò
不 想    再  难  过 
bù xiǎng zài nán guò

丢  弃 回  忆 重    新  来  过 
diū qì huí yì chóng xīn lái guò
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你
ràng wǒ yóng yuǎn qiān zhe nǐ
把 手   给  我
bǎ shou gěi wǒ
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你
ràng wǒ yóng yuǎn qiān zhe nǐ
把 手   给  我
bǎ shou gěi wǒ

15.6.11

this is about



i love you ,you love me
we are just friends forever
with a great big hypocrite and a lie from you to me
won't you stop it now?



11.6.11

okay..you win

firstly,i really feels sorry have to spill the annoying things,again,here
but,whatever,i need it now
as i've posted yesterday,i felt good,yeaa,yesterday
now i'm feeling lonely again,just sitting all day,and thinking of someone i wanna forget,so hell!
i just can't understand why i can have those feelings even he isn't my 'someone' anymore
hate it ! hate it!
forgetting him this time is much more harder than the previous
hmm,,hmmm
is he thinking of me now?guess no
hahaha



so much for today,bye

cupcakes!

helloooo.....back to the silly me :p
anywhat,i'm feeling good today,you know why?
just minutes ago me and my friends made something called cupcakes!HAHA
wanna what it likes?yaaa,,i'm not sure but,,here they are


here are the junioorrr pattiserie,i looks so bad there -.-



















<--mine!! with <3


that's all i guess..haha..had a big fun with them
somehow,we are missing vero dj today
she went to a vacation,how Great!
hehehe
gotta go now..bye ;*

8.6.11

what i feel_now

i'm not in mood to say hello to you
just need to spill out now..like usual
you know,this week i made something wrong,maybe
i clarified my our relationship
me  : i want to know,,what is our relationship now,i need you to answer this,please
him : hueii,your picts are so awesome
me  : hey,,why don't you just answer?
him : eerrh..i don't know,i'm searching for an answer
me  : okayy,that's good.tell me if you know :)
2 days later..
me : do you remember,you promised me an answer
him : i love you i wanna be with you,but.................i don't have anything,i'm useless
me  : i just need an answer of what relationship is there between us!no\\
him : how if i said..umm..we are just best friend?sorry..
me  : after a long long long silence.............okay,so...we are just friend :D
him : ...

do you know how upset am i?i think you wouldn't know
honestly i regret everything!i regret,of my idiot question
now i have to pretend that he isn't good for me,he isn't the one i love,that his words nothing to me,that i'm just FINE
in fact i don't..
but..it did prove someone's word
what can i do?