People Change,Thing goes wrong,Shit happens,but Life goes on..
Yesterday
Everything was damned.start from the overload works,the annoying workmates,unprepared speech which end up with a dq and the worst,a picture of my foolishness..
I mean,i cried for more than a year,suffering for ppl who doesn't even care whether if i'm still living..yes,congratulations to you..longlast with her,the real longlast.10years and get married,kay?
Well,u might think i'm in the middle of super galau state
But,when i knew it,it's like a blank for a while,blackout for few moments then back to blank
I don't cry but i laugh of how foolish i hv been
Get well soon,myself ;)
The reason of the title is..
Today
I skipped my work because of the stresses and decided to give myself a break,it's not a get away.just finding a peace.
I sleep for quite long and it clear my mind enough..well,it's becoming lighter and lighter when i choose to be quite.
Well,after took a bath,i'm ready to speak to uncle neighbor,and my proposal was accepted!he agree to buy all my books
Omooo it's like a boom and i'm so happy
Like finally...
Then i eat,a lot,and have some icecreams
When my mind is clear,i can think more
Actually,i'm now thinking of applying as companion in 1 super big occasion,it'll be held in Bali
It could such a good experience for me
The matter is,i'm doubt of my english._.
And 1 of the requirements is i hv to be active._.
Well,my friend said it's worth trying..so i guess i shd go ^^wish me luck,dear
