if..this was a movie

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching

Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby

Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street

Flashback to the night when you said to me,

"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you

Not before I knew how much I had to lose"

Come back, come back, come back to me like

You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there
If you're somewhere

If you're moving on

I've been waiting for you

Wary since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I say

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now

 I <3 Taylor Swift.She is the best songwriter ever.just!
spilling twice this night,hehe.damn tired but those dreams still kept me up :(
kinda worry of it..

enchanted

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter,faking smiles

Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

crybaby's nightmare

today is not the good one for me

having my eyes open wide in the dawn has been my new rule these days

and those uncountable nightmares

what else if it's not about feelings

i wonder why can somebody fall that deep in 2 months~

fiuh~here comes again the weak crybaby

easily fall,damn hard to let go

sometimes i just wanna be a boy

they never feel the same

all they do is making you fall in a blink then push you to a great great pain

cloudy,pain,regret and disappointment are my best friend now

i'm trying to be positive

but you know,it's hard..

new days :))

it's a new new day!hahaha..everything is being restarted today
i can't believe it's been months since the last touch.busy?not really..just some daily duties.
things happened more than i can say here.the graduation,new job,upcoming prom and several random events.hehehe..

i have just having my hair cut a moment ago..freshly short haha~welcome back to the dora-style :b
some people say i'm okay in it some say not.for me it's rather like the japanese girl.hahaha
i prefer maruko-chan than that ugly-stupid dora :DD
it's really refreshing to have your body treats after the lonnggg working hour!

anyway,the prom is coming this june~
honestly,i'm still doubt if would come.have no preparations at all,pity me :(
i just wish the fairy godmother turns me to cinderella in the time,LOL

well,this is some pictures taken randomly these days..

 

screw my panda eye x_X

yepp,this is my messy room!haha

 

 

 

 

 

 

doesn't she look older than me?:b

miss this moment too much!