28.8.11

confession

annyeong!:D
had written 5 days ago,but yeaa...
today i'm going to write about confession
it's about my friends
sometimes i felt they are far from me
how to say..hmm,just like they are from other zone
really different with the normal us
i think there's no more us here,just them
clear,we never do things together if i don't ask about their plans
may be i am just too sensitive,haha
wish for it,damn wish we can get back to normal
oh,i've ever thought about what's my fault
but still don't have any idea
and sorry for the recent galau post!:D
honestly,today i had something that makes me so happy
guess what,i met him i met him i met him
LOL
it's funny we love each other but just met today
omooo,he's definitely different with my imagination
skinny,smile much,a lil cute but there's something less from him
haha
and also simple,sin ca simple
later on,there will be more description about him
just pray my mummy allow me to date him
aihh

that's all today
thank you for reading (:
saranghae

22.8.11

greyday

really need someone to chat with now.
so galau
cried a lot today
i hate being like this,sin ca
i hate loving someone who doesn't have the same capacity of love to me
i hate being in love if it does hurt
to be honest,i'm afraid to begin if it will end like this
actually it doesn't end,just because today i'm so galau,so just spill it out
ignore it all
crazy
aaaaaaaa....
i wish he go home now and text me
rather then keep in those helly cyber cafe
playing hell game!
i hate being hurt and wait hours by hours when in other time and place you are playing
how much more i shoud defend?
haah
will you be my girlfriend?sucks!
i had known it all this time
that i will end it like THIS!
hell hell
even if i post and spill this,it doesn't make a point of change
ah,what the hell did i say?
okayy
ignore ignore
it is just galau words
after all,i wish he text me now :(

8.8.11

10 things that make me awesome

hello hello hello,hello how do you do ?i'm glad to be with you and you and you
haha..damn miss ya,my blog/just have time now..fiuh..
anw,i was thinking of these 2 days ago

they are :
  • i am the best moody girl ever
  • i have a great tiny weight and happy with it
  • i am an icecream-holic
  • i like to make myself be an extraordinary
  • i am so ambitious yet so unconfident
  • i fall in love too easy
  • i am damn care about what ppl says about me
  • i do believe in miracle and karma
  • i do everything i want
  • i am sparkling moonlight in darkness?(kid!)
hah..the last is from him,dunno what it means,LoL
to be honest i texted him recently,feel happy :D n bla bla bla
o,one more thing,i had a new hair cut last sunday
from 100 ppl i met,99 said it doesn't fix me at all
but what can i say?i am just happy with it!here are the photographs..taraaaa...







however,sometimes i miss my long hair..khu khu