24.12.12

Merry Xmas


MERRY X'MAS,EVERYONE!!

~single bells,single bells,single all the way~
Someone make this stupid-funny quote must be so pathetic,like me :b single now #whistling

anyway,i am not going to talk much today,just feel like post some random picts. :b













21.12.12

from cat-eyes turn to...


~the more you distrust others,the more you are distrusted to be shared secrets~



Dear diary,
last night,i finally reached my 6th terminal of bahasa,how relieving!since i've gone through 5 terminals of presentation and feel blank for the 6th,so i pick make up as the topic#sigh#shy :b

i choose taylorswift's cat eye make up as the topic and taraaa.....i did a bit messy performance in the class!owowow...firstly i was a lil bit hopeless because it actually needs more than 10 minutes to finish all the make up,and sadly,i don't practice much because i have no time.i search it on youtube and practiced it twice,once on myself(really takes 30min just to finish it) and once on model's.
although it was done in a bit hurry,only 8'33",but i really satisfied with the result!:D

the result isssssss..................

First trial XD

when narcisms attack :bb


and here we go!:D



ihiiiyyyy *dancing*

taraaaaa....<3



somebody says it looks like alligator than cat,hhikss :'(
nahh,that's all
anw,u know who's my model,guess u know :b
yepp,thanks a lot to Fanny for being my model and save my presentation!hihiii...

Right after presentation,take a shoot at Fountain <3 LoL


Still much much much to tell,but i should go to sleep now if i don't wanna be like zombie tmr :(
so bye
lots of love~^^

11.12.12

Because I Miss You

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde
그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo
그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo
사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo
미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo
.
.
Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today
I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today
Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?
Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you


Really in <3 with this song.Thanks to Yong Hwa oppa  for it,hehehe.honestly this song always remind me to someone,hahh...fine,i know i shouldn't ask.i wish i could just let go of everything so it won't be a burden for me.i know i should.if only reality could be like drama.

found some picts of min hyuk oppa!!OMG...no words to say *die*




3.12.12

days before the doom!

27days before the doom!and guess what am i doing right now?sitting in front of lappie and type all this!HAHA..I have just closed my diary (the 2nd XD) and finished grumbling about The Academic Nurjafa.seriously,what's in that lecturer mind?Shouldn't he go somewhere else he can praise about buncha of his abilities?uurh..Not enough,i get only 14,3 for the total 25 of his score,what a bad result TT
Anyway,i am now thinking of resigning from my job.I know it might be a great decision for me and also for them :b since now my mum is a bit busy bcs of my brother(he got chicken pox and some other complication) but yeah,i need a new air,totally new.But still hesitate on it.I'll just let it flow for this time and will make it sure later :D
Naah,the good news is,i got orders,not many,but yes,it is quite relieving for me since i don't get any this week :( but I have to keep positive and thanks God for what I have today.May tomorrow always be better!

took some selca tonight as a stress killer :pp








Oyasumi <3

1.12.12

In My Dreams

In my dreams...
i saw you
i saw your charming smile
your playful eyes..
In my dreams..
you told me you love me
you said,you are enchanted to meet me
In my dreams...
everything was awesome...
no tears no lies no betrayals
In my dreams...
i saw you,facing the same painful days

In my dreams...