daily chat

actually i have no idea what to write
i'll just spread what's on my mind now..these days exactly hha
did you ever feel 'unfree' to say your true comments?your true idea about some1 or something?
yap,i did
sometimes i feel that i can't be myself if i don't say it,but if i say it,something will happen
1 of my friend said to me "he will clarify his true words even the ppl don't like"
but the problem is..what if the ppl is your own friend?
do you wanna take the risks if they become don't like you and begin to "you aren't in the same teritory with me?"
hmm,,sometimes its quite hard to be yourself and keep others feeling in the same time
yaa,forget about it..
anyway,the final test will coming soon,and guess?i have no preparation till this second!
what should i do?still sitting in front of monitor and 'chit chat'?
truely,i feel lazy..even to get up in the morning
terrible?haha