Live for myself

Its kinda an announcement to nobody
Im now living my life for myself that i wont care or react to anyone.dont ask me how,it just happened
Well,as far as the time creeps lately,i found myself an ignorant,dont reply chats heartily or dont give any expression often.i just felt like not,not a right one.
Some or all of the people who tried,leave.but i still do so,cant help it
People say life is dynamic and keep changing,yes it does,but for me sometimes the dynamics stabled.i mean like finding yourself doing the same thing over and over again?meeting the same people every day?sharing the same jokes?
Yea,loneliness does creep,but what to do?i just no longer dare to hope...