morning.

the most horrific thing about getting close to someone is the thoughtb that 

at any point,they could lose complete interest in you.

I thought it'd a nice morning since the weather are so fine,raining and dark.but yet,no matter how fine the weather is,when your mind's not fine,everthing will not be.i'd like to blame myself again for being too trusty to people who came into my life,but then i remember,i've made a resolution not to put all the mistakein my shoulder.then i realize i haven't written how should i do that?blaming ownself is the easiest way instead of the opposite.well,like a girl,we always trust too much and in the end we're the one who get hurt too much.i should've stop myself..what a morning