There i was again tonight,forcing laughter,faking smile...
Today is not the bright one,i feel lost,unaccepted.my old disease come again hiuh
I knew how it will end and it end exactly like what i know.i'm just a second choice and treated like second.you know how..i don't wanna explain it.its sucks for having this kinda feeling.and still you have to endure it no matter what because you got mo choice
Though,i want to slap them and say  i'm not a second choice,and they are the one who should be treated like that,but..you just do

I learned to give not because i have Many but because i know how it feels to have Nothing~

Well,honestly i just wanna be accepted for several ppl,being their number 1,first priority n so on..
So,case closed!