dear diary,
i am feeling like zombie today-,- only 5 hours sleep is killing enough,added by all house works since maid has gone home,more over a,weird dream,piuhh
still,it is a day to be grateful for!grateful for still have a day to face,without much things worth to be worried,for still having my mum yelling at us.
straight to the topic,i believe i've spilled many many complaints of "being looked down","unaccepted","cornered",outnumbered and etc.if in the previous time i can only feel upset and sad,now it's different.i don't say it's no longer annoying,but i've changed my point of view.they don't live my life,they don't know anything of me,and why should i allow them to judge me?changing the view change everything :D and i can be myself whenever i want.doesn't mean directly show them my dislike-ness though.somehow we should also manage to hold on,take a deep breath and fake a smile.but after all i'm happy that i thought of these.and thanks to devil,he is my mentor of being myself and don't care what others said,that way life's easier ^^
I DON'T BREATHE JUST TO IMPRESS YOU!:)
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