And if you asked me if I love him,
I’d lie...

hi!don't ask how's life these days.i can't even told ya how terrible is it.i think this story was just exist in drama but the truth,i wish this could be really JUST drama.but it doesn't.fiuh..it is really hard having this kind of mix feelings.why don't one person just simply love someone and simply loved back?why there has to be a complicated drama inside?how good if each person just love each other.there would be so much easier than having all those mixed T_T

the thing is,I must face the truth.I should be mature to not keep hurting someone with no purpose,since i know exactly how it feels.haahh...

have you ever think of someone just like they really exist in your world but in fact they don't?have you ever feel like you know how exactly they feels,how they hurt just by dreaming?i know it's not logical,somehow ridiculous,but i'm so depressed bcs i do feel that way.dreamt and he told me how he's in pain.aar..going crazy sinca >< i just wish for the best,please..

night