sad beautiful tragic love affair

today..today were a fairytale,story by story were made in the middle of life.today is where you stand and fight.

right,today we,advance'12 gonna present a tragedic story of one man and two innocent sisters who were trapped into a confusing,thrilling and full of passion feeling called,love.

Main Actor :

CA aka Aliang~when you walked pass by this man,you should be careful,because if you're not,you'll be trapped in his web and never ever getting to your real self anymore.

JT aka adek~slightly saw her,you won't expect much,she is not the type of ppl who will care of her environment.shortly speaking,she's ignorant,outside.but once you've known her,you'll realize how crazy this girl is and she's verrryyyyyyyyyyyyy sensitive towards,,feeling.

CC aka kakak~she..she...she is an active girl.i mean not that busy active,but busy mumbling,yelling at anything she saw.two words,it's 'no peace'.but she do hv a good point.everyone loves her.anywhere she goes,there'll be crowd.she's the cheerful one of all.

it all started when 3 of them meet accidentally in a party in their small village.Of course,man always make the first move,especially our man,CA.he introduce himself to the girls,like usual,with a lil bit alay style.CC who used t get along with everyone of course is pleased with that.and charles offer her a dance,they're dancing like they're childhood friends for long time.company by a mellow classical music.meanwhile,JT that time,doesn't take any mind of the view.for her,it is not important to have a date.she's happy enough with her new pinky hairband that she bought from US.

And so the time pass slowly...

human

ohayo^^
here i am,sitting in a comfie sofa,enjoying the sunshines on sunday morning,everything sounds so nice but actually,it isn't.i'm thinking of sooooo many stuffs lately,i think 'thinker' has been on my blood haha
as you know,i'm jobless for approximately 16 days until today,it give me such a headache to stay at home and doing nothing with no money.i hv no idea how to manage all my expenses this way :( i wonder why i'm so concerned about this when others are having fun.somehow i thought i've lost my youth,omo..i woke up with headache and slightly have insomnia these several days.when somebody hv too much in their head,it's normal if they can't sleep.well,the problem is,i've to think of the bazaar which is gonna held one week more.i'm busy thinking about the menu,the vouchers,design and many others.well,i'm not saying that i don't wanna do it,i'm happy since i don't hv choice of doing other thing.but,too much in a row?please...it cause anxiety inside me.i think i hv to let go.but if i let go,no one cares of these stuffs,haihh
i just hope this pass faster so that i don't be so anxious and nervous like this...

ah,and about the title,human are just predictable sometimes,i'm referring this to one group,when i make decisions which they don't like,i was scolded,they said it as if i made terrible things.but when it comes to the things they don't wanna care,none of them even care of the decisions i made,haahh...tired.

ps : i'm called to 2 banks which i applied,but none of them give good response till now,erhhhhh

proudie

anyway,i haven't show off in the last post,now let's see what we got here...

i hate my bangs!!screw it

i've never won any competition before,all i have's just bundle of participation certificate,i thought this one would be the same,but...yeah maybe because this one is too lil competitior?well,congrats to me then :b
another few days i'd go to ajahn's talkshow,i'm sure this one will be great!can't wait for it :D

buzy bee

i think the title has describe quite enough,i'm sooo busy these days,and eventhough now i've unoccupied,still there're many things for me to do
well,let's list it up!

• got office management project,2 project in a row which are canteen service and stand selling.don't have any idea?canteen service project is where we should give our best service including being the waiter,cashier and even dish washer!hahh....we're working too hard for free,like really.another one is stand selling,well you can see from the name,we must open a stand near the campus and making ourselves busy offering our products to people in order to reach target and it's really really really tiring.my stand sells longan ice and we must prepare each of the materials.and cause i become the secretary and idk,maybe the kepo from me,i come to like manage so many things like setting the table,register our stand for a free bazaar.selling bazaar voucher and whenever it got prblem,i'm the who'll fix it for good.i'm not saying as i'm proud of it...it's just i can't stand when something is not well-set.i think i might prefer apply to be a secretary T-T anyway,our sales is quite good,i hope it will keep increasing day by day
• meanwhile,last wednesday was toastmaster contest,club level,and because of my kepo again,i unconciously registered for two contest,int'l speech and table topic contest,so in the d-day,i must present twice,actually i've asked for resignment of table topic but they say can't.and in the end,idk how idk why,i won both of the contest.wait,don't think i'm showing off,i'm here to complain,because if you win the club level,you must continue to the area level and so on.Oh god,how can i...what should i say....
• i was called to an interview in a bank,it's a good thing remembering now i'm officially jobless,it goes pretty well,tomorrow i'll have the test.and i totally have no idea of the test,sooo just wish me luck,i need job,i'm left penniless-_-

good things keep coming and i'm grateful of it.i need to get my soldier ready,this refers to my health though.i've headache for 3 or 4 days alr,and hard to digest,i hope nothing big happens to me,cause i don't wanna see the doctor,it's a waste of money.hemmm..

wonder why i still have time to type this meanwhile my title is busy?it's because eventhough today is sunday i can't enjoy it by sleep longer,i think i've the disease of whenever something is still disturbing my mind,i can never enjoy myself.the theory of make peace is much easier than the practice.well,that something which disturb me is,there's someone who told me the exact things that i close my  eyes and my ears all this time.i strikes me straight to my mind.i know what she said is true,and it cause another war in this heart and mind,which should i choose?ottoke...