today's just too much!

today's just too much!so many things happen just in one day and in the end of the day,it's really breaking me down,i thought i need mood booster,but just remember that not all things are only the matter of mood.it's more complicated than that,i swear.in another day i might amused myself by thanking and so on,inputting some positive things into this head,but right now,it just not.well..i'll mention the headaches one by one

MORNING SCOLD

mum has to bring my sis to doctor,since the i'm in charge of representing her as the head of those all things,as what my boss said,as the brain of the company or things like that.hell yeah..what do you think one tiny brain and two pieces of hands can do?but well,boss' always rite..sucks it..so i was doing my job and suddenly called,fiuhh..i knew it won't be a good news.after a long talks,i undrstand that what she want is for us to be like her.ohwell

i remember i told ya about resigning?i'm still hesitate of it.my boss would be mad at me and i still have a believe that i'd gain sth there,but in the other side,i was thinking of till when i can/want to stay there?

CHINGU

i finally reached one of my target for this month,that's gaining friend.well,it might sound so embarassing that this kinda thing also include in monthly target?but whatever..that friend,oops,friends i mean,i got several ppl.recently i was hanging out with a  super insensitive girl,indah aka da-da..she is a super fun friend who can be crazy with!and we have the same hobby,fashion!hahha it's nice to have someone to share the same hobby..the rests are some acquaintances who previously only acquain then now become a lil bit higher..well,maybe because we shared secrets?i'm not saying that i'm a trusted person,but..since you shared,it means you trust me,so i won't leak it

AWKWARD ONE

had a dinner together with someone whom you actually not really know,and hope to much on them would be so...awkward.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED

if you don't try to break the wall,i never can stop you from going,i won't even see you when you're going-_-

so deep that i can't think,it stopped ma brain..fiuhh how ironic when someone who used to be closest to you,now are like strangers?

ekhremm~

Today's post is dedicated to someone who i recently called "poo",

someone who has always be with me these days.Maybe it is not a long term and someday we might lost contact or else,because nothing last forever.

But i want you to know,buddy,i feel fine to have you ^^

A feeling of respected and not taken for granted,i know sometimes i'm damn hard to deal with,especially towards the things that i don't like.

i've judged our first impression as you will be tired eventually bcs of me,like others do,they leave..

i've had that kin of principal since long time ago

kinda not believe that ppl will actually stay

but till today,yes,you're still here..

so,gomapta,chingu^^

hey people :D
whatsup?we got a tasty creamy post to be updated today!
like usual,i was trying some recipes with uri chingu,della and irena,for addition ~psst!
wellwellwell~it is always fun to be busy on something new,isn't it?
so,let the shoots talk!hihi^^

First trial~ Homemade Chicken Katsu Curry Rice
this was the complicated one,we spent about two ours and starved ourselves before the yummy bites.
and this is the result ><

took it as bento in the morning after

okay~that's not all,tell ya a secret,actually it tastes so salty because someone fell like 2 soupspoons of salt into the kare,omooo!and i was like . . . ohmyGod!!!we all shouts so panicly and it was chaos right there (come to think of it,it was really funny!hahaha)so,we ttried everything to save the pity kare.i swear when the first time i taste it,it's perfect already.ohgodwhy~
at last,we tend to add more water,sugar,water,sugar again and again then it turns out the kare become twice much than the first time x.X
that doesn't solve much,but,the salty taste reduce,hiuhh
and we gotta make another one next time since we still got the ingredients,of course this time,won't let any salt interrupt,for sure!nyahaha

behind the scene!excuse my oily face and weird pose,lol

chef ir is showing her skill ;B

well,you may ignore us

actually i thought this won't succeed since we didn't find anything like "japanese curry roux"
moreover,i don't even know what's the meaning of roux till now,hahaha
but,see what happened B)
even though it still a lil bit salty,but it's tasty!can't wait for another trial







Second trial~Spaghetti Agli O Lio
I ate this days before when I'm at toastmasters meeting before,so i kinda know what's the shape of real agli o lio,and that means i can compare with my own agli o lio...and..okay,it's pretty much the same,but i'm lacking on some ingredients like chicken,and black pepper and also "paprika" and maybe mushrooms?but don't worry i replace those all with what are on my fridge like carrots and corns.
So,Proudly present,this is my Agli O Lio xD

della's

mine,fufu ><

goodbye for now ^^
ahyes,
i'm now hesitating about my work.
it's not working out.
i'm thinking of resigning now and move to other place i'm bored of being blamed while i'm not wrong and also seeing my mum treated that way
i wish i could make more money so mum need not to work anymore
my aunt could be very mad at me as she's already given so manyon putting hope on my shoulders,ottoke~

Dear John

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You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday

Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight

Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't think I was too young to be messed with?

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I should've known..

Blue isn't it?I thought i was special all this time but in fact,i'm actually nothing..

well,i kinda realize that it's not worth wasting my time for...

So bye...