jealousy

sometimes i just wish when i get up in the morning,i'll change to a pretty princess.

you know?life suck!

may be everyone can pretend 'i am fine with myself',but i can't.

sometimes,i just wish that i am preety,at least more than the people i jeolous.

but what?just get myself stuck on this creepy face,fleks,and this pathetic hair!

hmm..wish for a miracle that someday it will happen.

seriously,this hit myself bad enough having a jealousy to those people.

nothing more to say,bye.

heiiheiiheii

heyya there.how's life going?pretty sad here.know why?me and my mum just had a little discussion about "relationship" .don't ask me how it goes.bad,very bad.my mum doesn't allow me to have realtionship with him.she said about how creepy is that to have a relationship at my age and something like that.hmm.she born me when she was about20 and now she caged me like this.so hypocrite.hate it!i just wonder what could we do if we only meet once a year,huh?damn!

i really hope my mum can understand.