26.7.11

here i am


Here I am,In this place,Here I am
Here I am ,In this place,I’m here.

Here I am,in this place,Here I am
Here I am,In this place,I’m here now

Even if it’s not enough
I’ll show how much I really love you
You may never know but
Here I am

Here I am,In this place,Here I am
Here I am ,In this place,I’m here.

Even if it’s not enough for me to show
How much I really love you
I’ll just wait for you in this place.

Even if you think it’s not enough,it’s fine
I’ll show how much I really love you
You may never know but
Here I am

You may never know,but Here I am
 
 
there's too much repetition here,but i can't find a better one > <

23.7.11

raining over here

i'm begging you
to not too easy surrender
we are not that easy to step until here
if you give up now
what should i do?
what should o do?
i know
i am the one who broke it
but,please understand why i was so upset
i really hope micracle comes
really hope everything back to normal :(

12.7.11

non-title

hmm,days did not drag on well,everything gone so bad.where should i start?
okayy,i will start from the very bad-killing-tiring class,as i've mentioned before,i got 1 class as form teacher,you know what it likes?hell!
actually they are good enough,but they are really hard too control,and there's just too much works have to be done immediately,seems like i never have enough time to do that all,once again hell!
i really hope that i would not waste my times unusefully.
the second,i'm sure you are really tired to listen this but,..i miss him,so damn miss him,and the hardest is at the same time i have tto make distance to him,tiring,i hope that it can end soon
just one BOOM! and then finish.like my teacher always said 'you both can never have a clear realtionship if he keep ttm with me,but how?i've tried to ask him,but still,we are this undefined.somebody,please tell him what i want,please tell him that i'm waiting him to BOOM that.
ckck

-the end

10.7.11

just for post

Fresh!just taken few hours ago,hahaha





most of them is me,,
hahaha
to be honest,i felt a lil not too confidence taking picts with them
even they are my sisters!
yeaa,human never be satisfied :p
see ya

7.7.11

my valentine

honey you are my valentine
You’re my love forever
honey you are my valentine
You’re still my love even if you’ve left me
It doesn’t hurt anymore when I think of you
The hatred towards you melted a little bit
I think only about nice memories
I don’t hate you anymore
The time we’ve spent together feels like a dream
They’re not coming back, right?
If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t know, I really wouldn’t know
So thank you
honey you are my valentine
You’re my love forever
honey you are my valentine
You’re still my love even if you’ve left me
I was really hurt when you left me
I was hurt, and I hated you, but as the time goes by
The wound heals and the memories grow bigger
And I’m able to smile again
The time we’ve spent together
It won’t come back in the same precious way, right?
Because of you I was able to feel what love is
So I thank you
honey you are my valentine
You’re my love forever
honey you are my valentine
You’re still my love even if you’ve left me
I cried trying to stop you,
watching you leave me
You were like a habit,
like a painful cut,
will I be able to erase you?
Will I be able to smile again when I see you?
Back then I wasn’t confident enough
I hate you, but as the time went by my thoughts have changed
i’m thinkin’ about you all the time
i realized that you’ll always be my valentine
honey you are my valentine
You’re my love forever
honey you are my valentine
You’re still my love even if you’ve left me

6.7.11

HOLY-day

actually i don't think that a had a really great holiday,since i worked for almost whole holiday.soon after i've got my late holiday at iec,i went to my mom's office,helping her take care of her office while she was monitoring in the field then i had to connect my mom and my auntie because she was in her great holiday in redang island..what a life,me and my sister supposed to join her to go there,but unfortunately both of us out of hotels,so we just stuck at medan,again.
talking about my holiday,i also have some good news,that is,when i went to iec's training,i was announced that i'm going to be a form teacher next term!when my coordinator told me,i was really shocked!form teacher,the 1 who lead the class!omooo..hahaha wish i could done my job well that will be soon happened tomorrow.i'm a lil bit scared because the students i got was well-knowned as gigolos!haah..

i have summarized a few bites of my holiday here,taraaa :D